🌞The year is about to end and this is a good time to stop for a while and thank life. And I don't know why, but I feel that this year was a great teacher for me, a year that taught me so many things and that even today I can't stop thanking for everything I learned. It is that this year taught me to let go, to understand that although there were people who were an important part of my life, it does not mean that they will stay by my side forever. Some of those stories came to an end and there is nothing more to do, just thank them and let them go.
🌞This year also taught me to believe more in myself, to put aside all my fears, complexes and insecurities, to give way to confidence, faith and belief in my own abilities. It was only then that I dared to do new things and look at everything I didn't like with a different perspective. I started to take the first steps towards what I wanted so much and there I realized that it was not as difficult as I thought, I just needed to believe more in myself and dare to take the first step. I also learned that it makes absolutely no sense to wait for someone who has gone, that the best thing I can do with someone who did not even say goodbye is to wish them the best in silence and thank them for everything they have experienced, and to close that cycle definitively, trusting and knowing that the best is yet to come.
🌞I learned not to be left wanting for anything and I took more risks, I enjoyed more my decisions, what I like and what I want, without fear of being wrong. After all, that's what we come into the world for, to learn. That is why I learned that it is not worth carrying things from the past. I learned to forgive myself and to forgive all those who hurt me, even if they never asked for forgiveness. The only thing I know is that I didn't want to continue carrying that weight that bled my soul so much.
🌞I learned that on the other side of fear are all those things we want so much, and that what we call fear is nothing more than a simple mental barrier that separates those who want something from those who go for it.
🌞This year has been a year of growth and also of pain, but at the end of the day, it has been a beautiful year, a time that has helped me to realize the best of myself. Therefore, I only ask heaven to give me the tools I need to be able to understand everything that life tries to teach me, and to accept each of those lessons, whether bad or good, with humility and love.
🌞For this reason, today I thank God for all that I have lived, for each of the trials that I had to go through and perhaps many times they made me cry and fall to my knees. Maybe they bent me like a branch, but they never broke me. And even with a lot of fear, I managed to overcome them. I thank heaven because God was always there with me, for not leaving me alone, for not abandoning me and for being with me until the end, giving me the security I needed so much to continue on my way. That is why, this year that is ending I thank you, GOD, for everything I learned, but I am also ready to continue facing new challenges that will help me grow as a mother, as a sister, as a daughter, as a partner. Always trusting that you are by my side.
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