Do you guys know what a platonic soulmate is? A kind of love in which sexual desire is nonexistent there is no malice going around. It is a kind of friendship that is really genuine and pure when it comes to everything. For me, this kind of friendship is really important too me as I said I don't have many friends to be vocal with. For me these guys are like siblings to me they treat me as their family and so am I. These people are what I value the most because they are the ones who helped me and encouraged me to still continue my studies most of the time, I don't really have the urge to continue my schooling but because of these two I still continue and I am thankful for that. When it comes to everything these two are the ones who can rely on me the most and I can put my full trust in them.
I am not a vocal person when it comes to my feelings and they already knew that. I am a type of a person who is nonchalant or not expressive but when it comes to the person who is important to me even me gets surprised when I do such thing for them because I know myself that I am not going to do that but I still do.
It's been 5 years since we met and still we bond. I still remember our first day of school, Karl was actually lost and he asked us where our room was and we don't know it either so we find it together. Karl is the one who approached us first and that approach made a big impact for me because now I consider him as one of my best friends because we understand each other when it comes to family and financial problems. We are both working students which is why we understand how hard and pressured we are when it comes to our studies sometimes we don't even choose to answer or cooperate with our classmates because of tiredness still thankful that our classmates understand our hard work and stress. He was the breadwinner of his family which is why I know how pressured he was especially when it comes to finances I really admired Karl for his hard work and you will not going to imagine how proud I am to be his friend. Also, he is the one who backed us on our internship which is why I am so thankful for him I promised myself that when the time comes I will be the one who will make it up for him when he will need me and I will not going to disappoint him.
I consider Karl as my Blue friend you know the color theory. A blue friend is the one who is your comfort someone that you've known by accident, but they already changed your life for the better and can talk for hours and things do not get boring. I consider him my "Blue" because he taught me a lot of things especially when it comes to work and as our past time, we rant to each other about how exhausting our life is especially for him. For me, he is my friend-soulmate because we instantly clicked and understand each other more.
Purple friend is how I describe Dennmarc, because it is someone who made your life better, make you feel good. You share the same life crazy experiences and you guys are always there for each other. Denn really made me happy especially when he opened up something to me that is very unusual and surprising to me. I looked up so much to Denn because he always asked me if I was okay or not that is the reason why I value denn so much he helped me a lot and still encourages me that things will going to be okay. Denn is a clingy person or a passionate one when he got the chance to hug you he will do. That is why for me there is no malice there it is pure and genuine love towards a friend. Denn and I share the same interest in movies and reading books.
For me, I consider denn as my movie buddy because when a new movie comes up and I asked him about it, he already knows what the movie is about and the genre of it. You can always rely on Denn when it comes to time because most of the time he's always early in everything. Most of the time denn is my happy pill and I really treasure him and treat him as my sibling because we always have each other's back for ups and downs. There was this time when Denn needed my advice for something he loved as for the one who experienced I told him everything and that there is no reason for him to blame himself because he chose his happiness and it is valid. I told denn that being tired, drain or burnout is a valid reason to have such time for himself it is when your social battery is drained.
We always tell each other that our feelings are valid, and it is okay to feel them you dint need to gaslight yourself just to sublimate what you really are going through. This post is entirely about how much admired, loved, and proud I am to be their friend. I wish them a successful one both financially and romantically because eye we already have our loved ones! They will always have me when they needed someone they can lean on. I will always love them so much. Someday I will be the one who can make them proud and will treat them how they deserve Because they deserve everything after what we all going through.