Cruel, but real ...

I want to tell you things, I want to talk but I feel like I can't, doesn't it happen to you sometimes? And they are things like mine, very personal, from my head ahaahahah literal, it will be that I am crazy 🥹🤡...

I have also wasted time believing that I had time. I've been staring as if looking is the same as living. I have been distracted, I have postponed myself, I have eaten the story that it was going to be easier later. But you know what? Life doesn't wait.

Fundamentally, I understood that every second is a choice: to stay where I am not, where I do not want, where I do not decide, or to move even if I do not have all the answers.

There are people who get caught up in the whirlwind of indecision, in the end they pass away leaving important problems unresolved. And this happens more than we imagine, because we stop living with purpose.

To stop pleasing others, to live for others, we have to close that door and open the one that takes us to the field of our life to live it and enjoy it.

I think avoiding action also increases emptiness, because procrastinating is also a disguised way of giving up on oneself. He always asked me, what did I do to change the sidewalk and move from the inertia of just observing, of watching to the action of truly starring in my life? So, I decided.

Do you know why? Because if today is my last attempt, I want it to be mine, and to find me acting. Because to look without moving is also to disappear.

I choose not to stay watching, not to question myself so much, because it's only up to me to act, decide and move, stop being a spectator, and become the protagonist of my life without giving that role to others, we didn't come to play supporting roles, I just leave that to cinematography.

For me, it is being challenging, but very interesting to start writing every day for Hive, I feel that many times I go with some awkwardness, but learning from my friends who have more experience and more years than me. I think learning is one of the most beautiful things in life. Sometimes I learn by trips and falls, trial and error.

Everything is learning in this life, which remains as experiences for other generations, at least to my children and grandchildren, as far as possible I am leaving dreams, good stories and maybe the adverse ones of my life, in addition to the desire to continue and advance from good to better always.

We ourselves, each one of us thinks in words and with words, many of them improper or false, but that we assume as revealed truths, that is, the baths of reality.

What is happening in the world is like a recreated novel, when we take on the world to tell it and what we see, hear is so much cruelty. The world at war reveals to us that nothing that seemed safe is more so.

Everything can change and even disappear in the middle of a conflict where nuclear weapons are at stake. And we still believe that time is eternal and we can leave everything for later... Maybe this is a reminder to take care of what we have to do, TODAY.

Besides, by opening your eyes 👀 you learn more than by opening your mouth!🤯 I do not want so much cruelty, toxic people, or ill-intentioned neither in the environment of mine, nor in mine. Already at this point in life one wants to walk with people who give me peace, just as my grandchildren and nephews do at this summer gathering between cousins.

Janitze 🦋