What if life that you live suddenly starts to feel hard to live, because you lost someone you loved most of the times, appear before your eyes and make you feel so lost and alone? Will the life be the same as before, you used to live with merriment? Most probably, there would be all the ingredients to live a happy life, all the materials and the occasions each year, but some faces would be missed.
Yet, what I am going to write to you here is not just a mere story of loss, but even if we deeply look at the context, then something else would be seen. Its like a mirage and a dark shadow, the more we pay attention, the clearer the perception gets to us. In fact for some reason, I just couldnt be resistant to hold onto my grip of emotions, it popped on as I progressed. So, lets get into the story.
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So many times in life, our subconscious mind takes us to a point, where we cant but to go back in the past and see the lights of moments we spent with our loved and dear ones ; happy faces all around and welcoming all of us in the softy tune.Its like the spring, oh! The stars that shine much in the night and whispers into our eyes, moon shades the aura and the beauty to us, lovers get romantic and so do us when we place our soul at the vineyard.
Jack was born into a family where he had the privilege to spent most of the time with his loved ones, living in the plenty and little things to look out for, the happiness of being less care of the complex part of the life, with family and friends --everything that makes a life enjoyable.But, something a ghastly blow which made him to enter into a new life, which he never wanted to live ever. Sometimes turnover of fate drives us into a place, we seem to be tired of living and just miss the past life, reflecting on the moments,happy and serene.
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When the time came to leave the door of the house, he went too far from the house.He thought that, just a new experience lying ahead of the life, lets embrace that. But, who knew that the life he is going to live is not the one he envisioned over the years.For some reason,there is tragedy in living a deported life,but what if all the colors of the life start to get black and white, day after day and finding the soul in the same place.Well,Jack had all that inside, the agony,the pain,the whimsicality of fate,the betryal from someone he cared etc. He lost the sum game, before he lost the spirit.
The first days of living alone in a new world seemed a challenge to overcome, he was straight forward determined to bring down the road and secure all the goals he wanted. First few months were good, but once he got into the real life, he could feel the heat, it wasnt good and more of what he learnt over the course of time that -people arent as good as he thought, rather they are selfish and never wants good of others.At one side, he started to lose all the money and on the other,falling into a trap, for which he is not proud of, rather repents for the action.
For everyone in this earth, there is a special one who starts to come, in the time everyone feels lonely. Good or bad, they appear in the nick of time,well for Jack, he found someone who seemed to be so coming and helpful.First few days of their meetup was timely and more interestingly they found that, both of their story is similar and they used to live the same way. Time went on and they got into much deeper relations. Taking her to the restaurant and spending whole expenditure and bills was a regular case.
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At one side, Jack was struggling to make his life worth of living,securing a job,finding rhythm in the corporate world, helping his family to stand back on track ;on the other side,Jack started to feel that whom he love so much is just a magnate who attracted the money Jack had and she only cared for the riches, her love was just a play, yet very cunning not to let Jack feel it at first.But, quite suddenly things start to get clear and Jack could feel the trick of the girl.
One day,Jack got fever and he was such distress that he couldnt walk easily. His body started to feel weak and the more he tried to get well,the more his conditions worsened. There was just a caretaker in his house to take care of him, even he couldn’t find anyone to help him take the medicines.He thought for a while,just to tell her that she would pray for him, but when he tapped the numbers on the screen dial,he found her phone is ringing and she isnt responding either.
After a few moments, she answered and hearing about illness of him,that he is bed ridden ;she told that first, her father arranged a new proposal and she had relations with other, whom she concealed for far too long time from him. Jack just felt that he fell from the sky hearing that.When he had everything, he had her. He wasted all his money on her and she soaked the money all by herself and now when he has nothing left, the bee left away.
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Jack reached to a stage where his spiritual conditions were much worse than the physicality, when mind losts hope and dive into a realm of disappointments, then there is little chance of getting back to life.Its like he is in the last stage of life,reversal is a matter of mental strength, those who could hold onto optimi can turn back, but for Jack it wasnt the case.
Time went on,his eyes started to turn bleary and little drop of tears accumulated in the corner of his eyes.He wanted to forget the case,but how could anyone let go of the moments that made one feel spirited to live another day. When Jack was lonely, that cunning lady was the only source of entertainment, the source of inspiration and her false love was just a magic to soothe his pain.
Jack could see his family, his brothers and the relatives with whom he passed half of the chapters of life.They are far away now and nobody to take care. Whoever would see Jack,they would say : Ah! Such poor young man! He is dying, but it is even bad thing not to see the faces of the dear ones while passing away from life.Cruelties run higher and Jack could feel that in the end.
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What it takes to die with a pain in heart? Jack was unlucky that, whom he loved for years,his soulmate,his only companion in the rough city - couldn’t agree to see Jack when he is in serious distress.Oh the fate! Now Jack dont blame anyone for anything. He himself is liable for such conditions, and he passed with a sorrow keeping in the mind.And,nobody searched for the foxy lady, time flew on like that.