So nothing fancy pants here today, I like to have a reasonable post mostly when I notice I have not posted for a while but you know as much as I try convince myself that I will become some content creator guru like @trumpman, @belemo or @chekohler I really have very little I see worth "creating" over.
In part it is also since I don't actually consume much either, omg I am a step away from brain dead.
Recounting suffering
So this week was mmm not memorable at all really. I have no clue what I did at all. It is likely from the PTSD I have after waiting in line for 10 hours at Home Affairs to get my passport.
Then they say I still need to collect it. Fuck my life.
Minecraft decided I don't own the game. Which is not a completely unfair assumption since I did buy a $30 game for $5 on some sketchy site.
Thankfully I am now crypto comfy and things like legally buying a $30 game is quite realistic. It felt a bit like I have finally made it then I realised it is a game I bought and still mainly eat noodles and don't even have a working fridge.
As I say suicide is always an option. Maybe next week but really it sounds like effort and I am a bit of a romantic in thinking hey I might yet make it.
Further more...
I have been contemplating what keeps me from crossposting all my generic shit and the dissonance is really tiring.
I have just decided to crosspost this trash to Publish0x and Uptrennd. It really is quite freeing to just acknowledge that we are all milking together and should enjoy the camaraderie of pulling the crypto teet.
Other stuff because this still feels a bit short
I recently read a post where they list the crypto platforms and it is worth a read and a very fair breakdown of all these places where we sniff our upper lip knowing everyone else is still getting censored. We even say things like oh you got censored shame should have used this or this.
I really can't be arsed with all this censored shit. Decentralized even is early and 98% of people give or take 2% could not give a flying fuck.
So much so it is quite evident even in how some of the centralized governance platforms that reward in crypto will most likely beat out any of the decentralized governance.
Both are broken but in one you the choice is clear, accept the rules or fuck off. In the other, they try to make you think you have a say. Which we all know only comes with a fuckton of money.
Ok, I have a site to build which kinda feels nice since I have been dabbling for weeks, months and really not produced anything now I actually have shit to do and it is not for me so that oddly helps because then a person has actual incentive to get it done and move the fuck along.
I really struggle with incentives but that is one way to do it, make me socially indebted. Works to a point.
Ciao I am off to work... I mean play minecraft because I fucking paid for it. I even won some Hive look here
Oh and I forgot I have a FUCKIT community, seems perfect for this post.