My life has been in an ups and downs and it's not always that I am happy or I am sab but it's like a roller coaster ride. A roller coaster ride that sometimes, I've been on top of it, down, or even circle or go around it.
There's no constant here in our world and it's always changing. A change that we never expected. It's never been an easy road for my life.
Have I changed in the past 5 years?
Well, I could say that my perspective have changed a lot. A perspective that is full of hope, dreams, and plans and not for only myself but for my family (my wife and my daughter).
Before my daughter was born, I could say that thoughts or even my perspective is different from it. I think it's an instinct that if you have your own, your vision will really change.
From going outside to meet new friends with no responsibilities to think of down to having the best feeling for a responsibility to have my very own daughter.
It's hard to have a responsibility but it's different when you see them smiling, happy, and active in doing things that will erase my tiredness from work whenever seeing them.
I think the most or the best shift that I changed I lot started from last year to present. It started from last year to present because new things and discoveries that I encounter along the days that I started in a kind of job of an environment.
While discovering new things, I will always prioritize my family because they are now my strength of going to the company every day. It hits different when we are away from our family than we see them every day.
Compared to what we used, like seeing them every day (before working in a corporate world), I won't miss them because I always see them and cuddle them just like the old stuffs, but now that I am far away from them, I want to see them through a video call because I always missed them every day after work.
For career and growth, I think many have changed. Changed for learning and discovering something new is one of the best that I really like.
My growth has been more noticeable in the past couple of months. When I go to work every day, some valuable learnings that I got from it. New challenges and tasks that I worked on in the company but eventually become an opportunity for me to grow more for myself.
I know that it's very too late to learn because of my age but it's not an obstacle for me to stop learning from these kinds of work and a room to grow for myself. Yeah, many things have happened along my way and I also gained knowledge from it.
