I didn’t choose this song because it’s popular, I chose it because it made me pause. Like… it reached a part of me I hadn’t checked in with in a while.
There’s something about the way Billie just lays everything bare—no drama, no big notes, just quiet questions that sit with you. The kind that don’t always come with answers.
I won’t lie—singing this didn’t feel like a performance. It felt more like letting something out without fully understanding it.
The lyrics talk about forgetting how to be happy, how to feel, how to float—and I think that’s something a lot of us carry quietly, without saying much.
If you’ve ever felt unsure about who you’re becoming… or even who you were before all of this… maybe this will sit with you the way it sat with me.
My entry video👇🏾
Lyrics
I used to float, now I just fall down
I used to know but I'm not sure now
What I was made for
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday, I might
Someday, I might
When did it end? All the enjoyment
I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, 'cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might
Think I forgot how to be happy
Something I'm not, but something I can be
Something I wait for
Something I'm made for
Something I'm made for
Promotional Video link
