I love how we can leverage HUGE energy and mental-emotional freedom, through shifting our perspective especially of the seemingly biggest 'problems' in our magical story!
Letting go of the negative weight of assuming big challenges as a 'burden' - seeing them in fact as a gateway into learning, being a bigger person, seeing more of the world, being more connected and interconnected...
Making a transition into this perspective of true Gift - it ripples immense change into all our interactions!
My own journey to settling into a new town also involved similar realisations to yours, dear Corina - to begin with; my initiation into the town: in my fear-mind I was homeless, alone abroad, without the language, with no income, no connections or friends, no potential opportunities or signs....
ALL of that turned around completely, through my trusting in spirit, trusting that I was actually in the perfect place NO MATTER HOW IT LOOKED TO MY FEAR-MIND in that moment - and less than two weeks later I was standing in my own home, with the keys in my hands, eyes-mind-heart blown open, and beginning my grounding of the dream that I'd originally been drawn here by... :-D If I'd let me fear-mind drive me, I'd have turned of my heels and run home, and would've missed out on my dream (of owning my own home) ENTIRELY.
RE: Transitioning into Gift