Challenge found here: https://myfictionalworld.com/30-day-blog-challenge-part-1/
What are you afraid of?:
I kinda wanna get a bit deep on this topic because I know a few things that I am afraid of, but I am also actively trying to slience those thoughts and continue pressing on in my own pace, so I don't get overwhelmed.
But lets start light!
- I am afraid of spiders, not panic level afraid, but I really don't like big ones and I tend not to mess with them and get others to do the dirty work. I am working on not being afraid of spiders and I tell myself "Its okay, spiders are good for the environment and it keeps the flies away"
Its just an irrational fear I picked up from my mom when I was a little kid and it still haunts me to this day even tho I am fully aware of it. Its so hard to get rid of things you have picked up from your parents as a kid, thats why its really important to be conscious about what you do and say around your kids as a parent.
- 2. I am somehow afraid of success or more over scared of it. Its weird and hard to explain, I don't fear failure, but I failed my entire life on numerous occasions ranging from school to relationships to work and I have learned a lot of what not to do, but also what worked.
So being scared of success is weird, since I don't fear failure. But I have never tired to be proud of myself because I don't feel like I have accomplished something, but that might change with the company I wanna build. Thats what I wrote about in the first paragraph, I will keep pressing on in my own pace, until I succeed no matter how uncomfortable it might be, I will not fail at this my mind is made up.
