Today, he wants to say and also wants to know whether people are born with destiny in this world, or they have to take destiny.
I would like to express my sorrow. Please listen. I am sorry if i am wrong.
Today i want to talk about the fate of the people.
Or why would it be my fate. What question is coming up among you so why am i talking about my fate then listen.
Yesterday, i went to give a job viva in a company at Uttara EPZ in Nilphamari district of Bangladesh. So when i was called for a job vivar, i thought this time i understood that the poverty of the family will be reduced even a little bit. Because the elder brother is a younger sister, the father cannot handle the family alone. In the midst of scarcity, our numbers go up.
I didn't say anything to anyone while passing by my job viva yesterday. No, i did not tell my father, brother, sister. With all my certificates i went out in the morning to give viva to that company. When i went to the gate of the company, the security took me inside, then I went there and saw that many more people like me had come to give viva.
So all of us sitting on one floor in a building will take a job viba now. So first asked the name, address then said that now you will have a written test. So everyone is ready. I am also ready. Except for a little while, the company officer came with a notebook to write questions and answers. There were two question books. One had to add and subtract multiplication, some Bengali translation was non. And there were some bengali words that had to be written in English. Anyway, at least i didn't go down without explaining myself first.
You know what was on the second question page, what were the questions, you know the questions were about the game of color. Yeah Al that sounds pretty crap to me, Looks like BT aint for me either. In fact, there were a lot of colors to say the game of color. But after writing that color, I was shocked to see how many questions were under it.
Those questions were something written in a mixture of small colors in a circular circle or numbers that have to be written inside. I was ready to write but then I could not see why i knew the numbers inside those small circles. What's wrong with me, i can't see, i can see everything with my eyes, i can see everything in this world. It's good, i can see everything. It is not written, it is just filled with small round spots. But i was shocked when i told a boy sitting next to me, you write, he said yes, i said something is visible, he said it is visible. That others can see, i can not see why. I folded my notebook a little and tried a lot, but ididn't see anything.
I couldn't write where it was written. The officers told me to go home because i didn't do those colors. They said you have color blind. I first came across this color blind word in my life. After hearing from their mouths. Sadly, i came home with a heavy heart. Then i came home and said to my mother, mother, i can not see the mother see if you can see. Yes,i can see my mother, then i told my younger sister she said yes i can see too, itold my father my father said yes i can see, but i told my brother my brother says i can't too, then a very broken pain pressed between my chest. Then i showed it to some of the neighbors in the neighborhood. Then i felt very helpless that why on earth Allah sent my brother and me like this.
He gave a healthy and beautiful life butt put a question mark there. I search the internet for details about this color blind. Yes, we see that there are color blind people in this world. But where is my sadness? You know my pain. Why didn't i get my job, because of this color blind. I failed the color test. I was just thinking about this color blind yesterday and i was just wondering how it is possible to overcome this problem and how i will be successful. But no one could answer.
I don't know what to do now. I don't know what to do.
So isn't it a game of luck, luck didn't play with me. I know this God game cannot be refuted.
But i am crying to the fate that i have lost, to the destiny of destiny, that is why God sent me like this to the world.
God does what he does for the better, but one thing is for sure, if I didn't have this aunt brand problem today, i would get the job today. I could help my family a little bit.
Anyway if anyone has any answer on how to get rid of color blind let me know. Thanks to all of you for reading my post for so long.
Thanks again everyone, will be fine.