I looked around and nothing so beautiful as expected. I'm not going to the market. The garden is still going on and looks poorly. I missed the day when there were a lot of flowers and the healthy moringa that gave me good health and money. If I could turn the time and those plants around. It made me sad but I have to be positive for the beautiful and sublime Sunday.
I'm digging looking for the pictures I have in my gallery and I found this. This was taken before the mosque was built in front of the house. We supposed to see the road and some establishment around but now we are blocked by the two buildings already.
I'm still so grateful, a reason to be happy. I lost my garden but I found another love of my eyes. The birds who visit every now and then, have colored my days.
The Martinez is back
Last few weeks ago, I had been writing about how sad the birds Martinez was sad for losing the baby Martinez. I tried to save it but I was eaten by the cats around. The parent Martinez who was living in the window for how many years were out of sight. I thought it's because of the pain they felt losing their two little birds. How many days I didn't see them and suddenly they were back yesterday.
They were both looking on their love nest, the window where they happily living with their children. I got teary eyes looking at them. Just like a human being who feels the emptiness. I had been sentimental thinking about myself. I also lost my mother too a few months ago. I and the birds had the same feeling in common.
So pitiful to look a bird in sadness.
I knew if they could only talk to me, they would ask me why I didn't save the baby Martinez?
Whiteboy Disappearance
I'm also sentimental on remembering Whiteboy who just disappeared two weeks ago. He never been here and never get back. I don't know what happened to him. He was our first pet before Whitey and they were good friends ever.
It hurt me now, it's hard to lose special someone though he is only an animal. I keep on wandering somehow I could find him somewhere. I even go to the rooftop to see if he died in the rooftop of our neighbor. But I realized, it's better I could not see his dead body and keep on believing that he had just gone somewhere and lived his life happily. I missed Whiteboy so badly.
I just regret I have no latest picture from him.
That's life human, nature or animal. What I cherish a lot that we had been in a good relationship. I fed them and showed them my care. I lost my plants, flowers, my pets, and my mother that made my sentimental Sunday. But I accepted the challenge, no one in this world would stay forever. There is no forever and tomorrow is not a promise. Nothing is permanently living in world. One day we will gone!
Tomorrow isn't a promise - a line I saw in the post of @galenkp that gives a great impact on my life lately.
That's all for my #beautifulSunday initiated by @ace108 and #sublimeSunday, initiated by @coffe33a.
