Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. it is been so long that i have not write on hiveblog. i am sorry for my english in writting because i am to lazy to use translator. ok lets begin.
so, my life was beautiful until i know gambling in 2020. i just got a job with a big salary in indonesia, one of the best company on my country. and i have bought a motorcycle, a house, gold and the money that i save. and the most important thing that i ever bough doge coin with just 24 rupiah and i bought about 8 million rupiah that i got 200k doge on my wallet on indodax exchange from indonesia. i bought because i knew that the price will be to the moon.
but, everything was broken because gambling, i knew the gambling from my friend, the frist gambling experience i win much money from that. the name of the game is HIGH DOMINO INDONESIA you can search from playstore. then soon, i think i have adicted from playing slot on High domino. everything will be gone you know, the first one that i lost is my salary i spent it every day to buy that we call chip (wallet) on that slot. and i sell my gold to buy chip again i lost every day but i dont care, all i think just to buy a chip and made my money back. but nooo, i still lost it. then i sell my doge coin that bough to my future then i use it to play slot, i lost again, i am so stupid but i dont know my feet walks automaticly to buy or deposit to slot, i think my head was broken totally,
then finally i sell my house and my motorcycle to play a slot. i am so frustation in that situation, you know the world in my eye was so dark. even my eye open the world still dark. if you know what i feel in that time, but that is the true. i am so stupid in that time,
and i use the company money to play a slot again, it a huge money that i use it about 22 million rupiah and gudang garam company also i use my father money about 10 million rupiah. this make me so sick. after the problem is clear i can control my self about 5 month but that is no longer
because when i start to work again in KTNG company (Cigarette company) i met a lot of friends that play slot,this makes me play again and the horrible problem rise again. these one was not a lot of money . it was about 10 million rupiah but i lost my job i am so sad
After that my day was so broken i even have no more money just minus money that i have, i felt like a bad person that day because i rent money from my family my friend and rent from aplication on playstore.
then this is the third that i worked. Wings food, the name of the company that distribution food to all indonesia places. i just made the mistake again i use the company money, about 26 million rupiah i know this is criminal, but you know i just adicted with gambling. i am so sad right now. because i think i will in jail soon.
i need to pay my company money about 26 million rupiah so i will not in jail,
i really help from you, my famiy does not have money to pay it and my friend too
i just dont know where i got the money to clear this problem
and i really need help and i hope you guys help me