I don't feel like writing anything so don't worry about reading.

I took a week off from the job that pays me the money I need to make ends meet so I could focus on a writing project that may or may not amount to anything that would also make ends meet.

I started on Saturday. By Wednesday my brain had stopped working, but it still managed to keep me awake through to 10:30am Thursday morning.

Thursday was on the calendar, but as far as I'm inclined to care, it never happened.

I got a lot written but that doesn't mean I necessarily made any progress. In little short bursts, I can be me, be silly, give few fucks. But big deals that talk about the things I love and the life I've led and the learning I've done and the TRUTH, the REAL GODDAM TRUTH, it's hard to be light and free with shit that heavy.

Speaking of shit... brb.

Ok I'm back. What was I going on about? Oh yeah, that's right, I was feeling sorry for myself. Which is fine to do, by the way. It's even got a better name than self-pity: self-compassion.

So back on the whole feeling self-compassionate about myself thing, I'm pretty bummed that I had to stop writing myself to death. Pretty disheartened to learn that writing isn't something that I want to do all the time every day every day every day like a coke addict, and that I can have too much of a good thing and really who am I kidding because writing isn't a good thing, it's a big badass wolf in good thing's clothing that eats little brains for breakfast and leaves what's left of the big ones inside-out.

Crows are a good thing, though, and as far as I've observed, they aren't wearing clothing, inside-out or otherwise, and they do have big brains, but only their own, not anyone else's that they have eaten. Eyeballs, on the other hand... delicacy. When I die I want my eyeballs to be eaten by crows. You think that sounds kinky? Necrowmania? Necrowphilia? Don't be such a pervert, Herbert. Dear god, I've really lost it, haven't I. Suffice to say that while I may have burnt out my brain I have yet to burn out on crows
all things crows
crow videos
crow pictures
crow art
crows waking me up in the morning
crows walking me home at night
crows this
crows that
crows
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CROWS!

Sorry, did that scare you?
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