I am laying here wondering how I went from the joy of completing all my tasks for the week to realizing I didn't do everything... It's shocking.... Very shocking.
Since morning, I have been parading my house with joy, waiting, for the perfect moment to break the good news to you. Then, a few minutes ago, I read @princessbusayo's post and I discovered I had messed up. Big time.
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How could I have forgotten the most important part of the challenge? Encouraging other dreemers. Chai... How did I get here?
I know I was enthusiastic about this part. You have to believe me. I was really really really enthusiastic about it And I even had a plan. Since, @dreemsteem said, we should use the #dreemportchallenge throughout the week, I decided I was going to find everyone through this tag.
I kept checking, until, Wednesday, before, I found two posts with the tag. I was quite disappointed because I felt my plans had been ruined. And I think this disappointment made me forget there was a bigger reason I wanted to work with that tag.
With all amount of sincerity, I did follow through with all the tasks for this week, every day, but, I don't remember encouraging anyone. If I did, I must have done so absentmindedly, because, it didn't relate to the challenge. I was just being me... 😕
To make matters worst, when I discovered I miss this part, everything began to make sense to me. It was at this moment that I realized why @princessbusayo, @amberkashif, @ijohnsen , @adoore-eu, @tengolotodo ,@jessicaossom and a list of others had been asking about my exercise routines and the rest of the tasks. Jesus Christ! Every time they asked, it didn't ring any bells that they were working on this week's tasks. Gosh, I just felt, it was... I don't even how to explain it.
Right now, I am angry that I forgot this, and even though, you guys tried to draw my focus in, I have been lost in my world... God has mercy on me.
I just kept engaging with my friends, and I forgot to ask how their challenge was going... I repeat if I did, then, know that it was just being me. ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Now, my report card is all X..... Oh no, this is not happening. ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
I lost control. I was over-confident, and this is the price for being too confident in your abilities. I thought I knew the rules by heart, it turned out, my brains messed up with me because I was too confident. I have learned this one, albeit, the hard way.
I beg you all for your forgiveness. I don't know what was happening to me this week. I.. I... I... don't... Know..... I lost control. I am sorry 😔.
Oh, I am so ashamed of my report card. I have to look for a place and hide my face. ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜