They say love is a beautiful thing, I doubt..
How can love be termed beautiful when it comes to give pain, fear and tears..
Love is something we don't have control over because our heart does mostly 80% of the job, we see ourselves doing what we never thought we could do, making sacrifices even if it's gonna hurt us..
When we meet friends, have fun, tell jokes and play together , you can hang out, give hugs and it's just so nice and we wish the feeling continues and even when we don't get to see our friends again maybe they relocate or go back to school, we feel it for a while, we make new friends and move on..
But when it comes to love (relationships), it's different, every joy has an atom of pain but we keep searching for it..
Spending time with your lover is a very good feeling but knowing she leaves soon changes the whole mood, your heartbeat fastens, you become so worried, you feel so empty as if she ain't coming back, you get worried and jealous seeing another guy make her smile because you Think you alone should get those cute lovely smiles..,, 🤦🤦
She missed your call and you start thinking if something bad has happened, you just don't get to relax because you have a queen to keep..
But my question is, does this queen of yours really feel same for you, does she really get scared of losing her king...
Why will a relationship filled with smiles, laughter and good memories end..?
Sometimes I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong, i try to be the best I could in a relationship but it just ends the same...
I really find it difficult to explain this situation as it involves me directly...
I still want to feel love again but with pain, how can I find one?
Please I need answers this questions, I'm so confused..
How do you manage your relationship?
how do you make love a beautiful thing?
how do you keep that relationship after the pain and tears?
How do you detect if someone feelings for you is fading away gradually?
I will be glad if i get answers to these questions...
Thanks..