Wow, what a contest this is. I have waited for something like thing for like eternity. If wishes were horses, I would have been telling you about the experience I had when I went back rather than telling you today the moment I would have gone back to. All the same, life gives us the chance to express our feelings in many ways. This is just another way of sharing my story with this ecosystem.
A moment of that sortThe question is, which moment will I go back in time to when I get the chance to spend 10 minutes there? In Junior High school when my education was young. Books were all over my head. I had a feeling I didn’t understand what it was. It was love. I fell in love and I didn’t know how to manage myself. If I had known what I know today, I would have taken my shot. This is why I would go back to this very moment to spend just 10 minutes changing everything in my life today.
Even this message in my hand to her back in time will do.The moment was, there was this particular girl I loved the most. My feelings for her were a secret. I never shared it with anyone except my best friend. I had a time I said I will let this lady know my feelings. I was planning and making my moves to get to that particular day. One day, a close friend came to me with a gift to present to this angel I can’t live without. Any gesture towards her was a blessing to me if only it would make her happy.
The smile I had before everything happened.I took the gift and approached her. We were smiles as we were deep in conversation when my phone rang for the first time. It was my friend. My friend never discussed his feelings toward the lady with me and I also never did. He asked me to give the phone to her. I did. They had a conversation after that we continued our conversation. On our way to her house, just before she took a turn into her house, I had a call from my friend again. It was for her. I gave it to her and I was ignorant of what was happening. After that call, she smiled and went home. I took the call and my friend said to me, “Buddy I told her how I feel about her. I hope it’s a good idea.” That was the moment I realized the best way to live is to love.
That is the moment I will go back to. I will go back to the exact time when I approached her with the gift. Before the call comes, I will have 7 minutes to talk within the 10 minutes I have. I will let her know how I feel about her. At least, let her know how I feel might change the reality today. It has been a memory of mine that I can never forget. How I wish I would get back to that moment and set things right.
It might sound crazy to you. Why this love? Love is healing. What I went through because of this incent was too much. I wish I had told her and got rejected than swallowing my feelings to eat me up inside. It’s a moment I cat forget in my life. For a moment I wish I will get a second chance in my next life to change. A moment of 10 minutes into my past, I will visit her just to see how she will smile when I tell her how I feel about her. The connection between us was deep. But nothing is guaranteed in love. But I would have had peace today if it wasn’t because of my fear that I lost her but out of my courage of letting her know that she is the world to me.
Choose your moments well. This is my moment. I know time doesn’t permit this. But I hope to get the chance to correct this moment in my next life. Which moment will you go to? That mine…
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