My problem? Well, I happen to have quite a number of them at the moment. After all, it’s virtually impossible for a person to be without problems. Even as we’re solving one, another one comes up almost immediately, leaving us with no room for respite.
But then, that’s how life is. We’re always looking to grow, and as much as we want to grow, there will always be obstacles in our way, things we have to circumvent to get to the goals and dreams we’re on the lookout for. And as it’s said, the problem itself is never the issue. No matter how big and monstrous it seems, the problem is not the issue. The issue is how you get to react to it, how you cope with it, and how you bounce back to your feet after getting hit. That, my friend, is what makes all the difference.
So, for me, do I have any problems? Of course, I do. If I didn’t have problems, life would be so much better for me, don’t you think? Maybe I wouldn’t have to work so hard and I wouldn’t have so many expectations to meet up to.
For the first topic of this week, I made a post talking about how Monday went for me and it was just like every other day being that it was choked full of activities and I had to work hard until late into the night. Although Monday was a bit worse than usual, that’s basically how my weekdays are spent. I have so many things to do every day. From school to work and then to normal house chores, I barely have the time for house chores. And that, my dear friends, is the one problem I’m facing; time.
I wish I had more time in the day, I wish I had more than just 24 hours to get my stuff done so I can get ample rest in preparation for the next day. But then, I don’t. And trying to make do is just so stressful for me. I have to attend classes, do all assignments, read my books, work, work, and then work some more again.
It seems that I’m always racing against time, and I’m getting super tired of it. I know that things are like this currently because of my school, due to how much time schooling takes, I can only do the bare minimum. And even that is not easy. Thankfully, I’m in my finals and I’ll be done soon. It’s my hope that once I’m done, I’ll have more time to be able to do more work and take better care of myself. Although, from the way I’m looking at it, I just might jump into something else that will take my time.
I’m doing so much right now. I’m taking the fact that I’m young and unencumbered to heart. So, this is the time I have to try everything I can. Once I’m done with school, I’ll have more time for all that, and I’m sure that it will work out greatly for me.
So, is there a cure for this issue of time? For now, no. I’m not going to give up anything I’m doing just to make time. Everything is important to me, that’s why I’m trying my best to make sure I keep everything in balance. Because no matter how I look at it, time does fly by. With every day that passes, I get closer and closer to my final days as a student. That very idea is what’s keeping me pushing through it all. And for that, I’ll keep on fighting.
