Hello Hive Learners, how are you guys today ?, I hope everyone is good today and still exciting to following the contest in Hive Learners community
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Week 14 has passed and this time we have entered Week 15 and I think there will be a lot more fun this week.
The 15th week is filled with various interesting contest titles which will certainly add to the excitement for this week's contestants and this time we will enter the first edition in this 15th week. In this first edition of week 15 we are required to explain something about Fear, surely everyone has the biggest fear and in this case they will certainly find it difficult to face it and so do I, I will also tell you about it when it happened to me and how I faced it .
So, listen carefully.
Fear is something that is always there in every life, whether it is temporary or permanent and there is also something that we have to face ourselves. Fear is something that every human being always wants to avoid, but things that make humans afraid will appear and the human must face it like it or not. Fear can also come from our inability to deal with it, therefore, the trauma that arises becomes something to be feared every time. The things that are feared are usually obtained when we have started to think ahead and usually appear when we are planning something, there are also those that arise based on our observations of other people's experiences. But even so, fear is something we need to face and not something we need to be afraid of.
In my life, I also have fears about many things and I also have the biggest Fears that are still haunting me until now. This fear emerged when I was starting to grow up and this is not an experience I've ever had. My biggest fear comes from observing and learning from the people around me, I see them and learn from their experiences of course.
My biggest fear right now is something about the future and my next life. Fear about the way I live my life when I have a family in the future and also my old age later, of course this is a big fear that becomes terror and also sometimes makes me pessimistic. I don't know if in the next few years I will be able to live independently and be successful before the age of 30, of course at that age is the ideal time for us to live a decent life instead of still trying to live it and learn it. This is of course closely related to how my old age will be, and the difficult times to think about is how we can still live properly in old age which of course is determined from youth, youth plays an important role in determining the future and even our old age. Therefore, we must think about it from now on. The thought of this future design scares me because it is something that has to be well prepared and until now I haven't even prepared half of my plan. What I'm afraid of is that all my dreams and plans fail and this of course can't be repeated.
My future is like a long road that has not yet come to an end and it is very scary if I do not arrive or even stop in the middle of the road for some reason. I see a lot of failures and successes of people that have a direct impact on their future and old age, this of course makes me think about what my future will be, whether I will fail or will I be successful like successful people. Planning for the future is something very long to do, it makes me feel tired and scared sometimes for every time I feel and enjoy my youth. My youth was terrorized by the shadow of the future and even my old age later, even though I still couldn't do everything I wanted and planned, all of that was limited and this was what became a burden for me. I feel like I'm being whipped by time which forces me to immediately succeed but the reality and the things I can't do keep me standing in place and not moving at all while time is running fast. This really torments me.
As for the solution myself, I don't know it yet, but what I can do now is to keep working for tomorrow and I'm doing it little by little and only enough for today and tomorrow. I realized that what I did was not enough to guarantee my life in the future and in my old age, but at least I can live from day to day. I also think that I can't always work, there will come a time when I can no longer work because of physical factors that have weakened and also circumstances that may no longer support it. I also feel this and I still can't do anything other than just work and earn wages from other people, at least I have started to organize my future and also made a big investment for my old age, the times when I didn't working but enjoying the fruits of my hard work while I was young.
Therefore, for now I can only do everything to the maximum that I can and I have started to do something with what I have, of course this is very difficult, but if I don't do it, my life so far is a wasted thing, because I am not learn from life but enjoy it and get carried away in it. I have also started thinking about something that I will build and I hope that it will become something that I can rely on in the future, even though everything seems too late for me, at least I have tried my best for myself, and I hope what I have planned goes smoothly and gives optimal results later.
That's my biggest fear right now, it haunts me all the time. However, I have started to clean up for that and hopefully I can live happily in old age from the results of my efforts now. Hope you enjoy my story, and see you in the next contest post.
Special Thanks to :
I'd like to invite my friends to following the contest :
@mnurhiver
@waliphoto
@nurfay
@maksyam
