To be honest In this life there are many things that I fear, but of all those things there is one thing that I fear the most, maybe it will be considered trivial by some people, but for me it is the thing that is my biggest fear today, hopefully what I write below will be a consideration for everyone.
Lately I keep thinking hard, even the question about it often haunts me, but one thing I always believe is that one day I will become a person who can make his parents happy, of course that belief must be balanced with effort and hard work, and until recently I was doing it.
Then what am I afraid of? Day by day, of course, human age is increasing, so are I, you, and others, " I saw my father and mother getting older every day while today I am still nothing, and that is the biggest fear in my life ".
Even though my parents never said it, to be honest I still think about it, I always ask myself, are my parents happy, have I succeeded in making him happy with my efforts today, have I managed to become like him? what they hoped for, then what if they weren't happy at all today, all those questions might never go away until I can confirm with 100% confidence that my parents are happy.
From that doubt until this moment I am still trying my best to maintain, care for, and make sure both of them are in good condition, besides that I also always do other positive things, there is no other goal other than hoping that slowly time will bring me to my destination. My real life goal is to make my parents happy, because my parents' happiness is actually part of my happiness.
maybe that's all I can describe about the biggest fear in my life, Thank you for reading to the end and hopefully it can be a material for reflection for all of us, have we succeeded in making our parents happy? hopefully already.