hello everyone
Have you ever felt that both your hands feel light when someone asks for help from you.
Let's talk a little bit about my experience when someone asks for help, of course my fingers are very light in terms of helping and helping someone if asked for help. It's a shame if we have a friend who never feels grateful and grateful when work is done, as I have experienced in recent months, I have a friend who is difficult to get very close to me, I already consider him like my best friend.in the beginning he was so good a person, only in these few days he seemed to change a little with his attitude and behavior, I only realized recently.
I have known my friend for almost 5 years, that's a very long time if in my opinion, I always help him if he needs help from me, whatever his job I am always ready to help him, indeed my friend's job is more towards farming or in agriculture, in my personal opinion farming or farming is one of the most difficult jobs among other jobs. The world of agriculture, since starting to get to know my friend, I finally know how the system and how to work in agriculture. At first I felt that maybe not used to doing this job, naturally I felt that my body felt tired.
Try to imagine if you have to help with a job that is not in your field, surely you feel something is happening inside you.
As seen in the picture that I posted this teak, I was asked to clean the wilderness so that my friend could finish faster, on the one hand I think there is some truth too, there is nothing wrong with us helping, after I helped for a few days in the end this work was completed too, and I feel grateful that this very heavy work can be completed also in just a few days. This friend of mine is very strange, I didn't expect him to change so quickly, if I had known at first maybe I would have reconsidered helping him, you imagine if my friend told someone else to clean his garden, maybe he would have to spend a lot of money to pay wages.
I feel disappointed with what happened to me, my fatigue is impossible for him to pay, actually I don't demand him to pay me wages, but I just need to thank me it's enough for me.I never told anyone about this including my own wife, that's the regret that has happened in my life, My disappointment is very difficult to heal, in my family I am one of the lightest people to help others, if if I tell this to my family maybe I will get a reprimand from my family, I just keep silent I let time avenge everything. I'm just grateful, there are still many good people outside of me who still feel grateful to others.
occasionally I also feel hurt towards my friend, playing in the forest is the most risk we face, especially the forest that is the first time I enter it, of course in the forest there must be many wild animals that are very scary, Fortunately I did not find anything strange when I was in the forest of my friend.around 11:30 pm my body felt tired I took shelter for a while under shady trees to release my fatigue, I was almost unable to continue anymore, but I didn't speak anything to my friend, after I took a short break under the tree I went back to work so that it was over quickly.
I can draw a conclusion from my experience that when we want to help someone start learning to learn wisdom, maybe behind this incident we can get something much better.
And that's enough for my writing about my experience, hopefully friends like it.
Thanks for reading, I hope it's fun.
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