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I've always had a life full of struggles since the childhood days and growing up when I thought things will become better it only went downhill.
My life has never been same after some unfortunate events happened pre and post COVID. Those are the days everything happened too fast and at that time I felt most hopeless and helpless person. The way things got better and I survived is something I'll share ahead in this.
The time of my life when I felt most helpless
My life was never same again ever since the year before pandemic till year after pandemic everything was way too worse, something I just wanna forget.
I lost some people I loved and cared, getting separated from people you care, my studies got stuck I couldn't continue during that time.
After pandemic was over we came back to hometown, not in city but hometown. I remember mom sold her gold she bought from savings to get house in shape again while we spent some days in relative house.
I had like no source of income neither my mom at that time all she had was limited cash that was being spent on home construction.
I left the town
Couldn't sit at home doing nothing.. so I just left hometown and moved back to city found a job at restaurant where I had to work from 4am to 7pm.
I spent those sleepless nights to earn less than $50 in a month working more than 12hrs a day that too in winter... So, Just after a month I left that job.
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Searched for a new one but there was none in that area and I had no one to guide where I can find one. The whole time I was in a city I never went before i literally lived with strangers in their room for entire month.
I had no idea what to do
I just cameback to my home and was too helpless what will I do to make living now, my life is ruined and all.
This one day I'm sitting randomly in a place blaming myself for everything and talking with god like complaining everything.
When I had no idea what to do, completely hopeless that was when he heard everything I said to him and helped me.
I had a new start of my life after that. Start of better things since life got easier with a stable growth, being able to provide family is the proudest thing I've did and doing.
It was too hard back then, it's not easy now but it Is way much better than those days and the only dream left is making this life more better for them.
Wrapping Up...
In the end those hard time taught plenty of lessons especially when you're alone and have to go through it at any cost it just makes you a completely different person.
We should never lose hope no matter how tough time is and how helplessness it is there's always a way that will come around and we just need to keep looking for it.
