As a human changing with time is very natural because everything change with time . For various kind of factors and experience with time we started to change . They are always exist some reason behind changing . Sometimes we get the reason and sometimes not and even sometimes we are unable to noticed that we have changed specially in case of when we change little by little slowly . We can understand it when we compare us with us which we was in few years ago .
As a human naturally I have changed a lot also but a major changed occured in my case and i am here to share about it which changed my views of life .
To understand the change of mine you have to understand me a little bit . So am saying few sentences what kind of person i was . From my earlier age I was very polite , decent and foolish type person . Many people use to say me a foolish person and I also accepted it because I was actually foolish and I don't blame anyone for it . Instead all of this i have only one thing which always gave me confidence is my education and i was good in it . So i used to live a formal e and a very disciplined life and i was used to listening the word foolish from others . Nothing could made any impact in my mind bcause i was mentally stable . Most of time i remained silent enen i had the opportunity. In a word i was a very introvert person . I hardly mix with others and rarely talked with them if necessary .
I used to avoid many family function and precious moment for my education and i never hesitated for it because education was my first priority . So in my case i always expect excellent results in my exam . But the intermediate ( XI-XII ) exam which is one of the most important exam and the result really gave me a great shock . It's because i didn't made excellent result as i expected although it was a good result . At first i thought there might be a mistake but when i saw the number i could understand that there is nothing wrong . I missed A+ in couple of subject just for few numbers . And one of subject was my favourite subject . So it was very hard to believe because of this shock I became depressed and lost my confidence . That day I realised that I lost many precious moments and function because of education and I didn't get the expected result also . That time I just felt like that I became a loser from the both side .
After that result my parents really tried hard to console me saying that it's a good result also and not to overthink. But that was not enough to satisfy me and I think this dissatisfaction created and impact in my mind and many things has changed mentally for me although i got admission in one of the best university of our country.
After that result family occasion and other special moments became very important for me and I think it because one of my first priority . May be it's because I never wanted to face such kind of feeling of loser from both side if i face such kind of situation again. After that result I think my personality changed a lot. I used to mix with everyone and I started to talk with everyone without any kind of troubles. The disciplined mentality of mine almost destroyed. In a word most of things of my personality became opposite and I became an extrovert person.
The extrovert me was very satisfying one although I think there was some good thing also in my introvert personality. I noticed my change almost 1.5 years later. So after thinking several times I decided to choose both personality at the same time depending on situation. And in my current state of my personality is combo personality. And now I can take benefits from both kind of personality and I am making the best use of it.
The result of intermediate changed the view of my life and final time I thought it was negative but in the end realised that it was positive because it's really helping me very much in current situation.
That's my story . It's true that i faced a little difficulities in the begening but at the end i realized that whatever happend with me , it was happened for good purpose . I also beleive that behind a bad incident there also exist some good impact .
