How I Conquered My Fears and Rejection
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I remember how it all happened, I felt very comfortable in the relationship and it seems to as thou there's never going to be an end, I didn't remembered to leave spare part of my heart. I remember I dived too deep into the ocean of feelings and affection for her but little did I know that I would have to one day say good bye.
We had some misunderstanding with my girlfriend sometime ago and it resulted to rejection and denial. I was so confident about her love for me and never knew that she could one day reject me, I never knew I could be replace. What hit me most was that I invested all of my heart and self to the relationship, I told friends about it and I was so proud of it but she didn't even thought of that while telling me a good bye.
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She told me she cannot continue the relationship and that she doesn't want me again, I was so heartbroken and all I could imagine as at that time was how possible can I move on without this lady but I am proud of myself I did.
The only thing that could console me was allot of music and outdoor activities.
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I listened to music and played the guitar, I wrote allot of songs because my heart was heavy and filled with allot to say. It was very easy for me to write songs back then when I was in that mess and some of those songs till today makes allot of sense to me :)
I involved running and playing football and to tell you the truth these things really helped My broken heart and today I am doing just fine. I looked back and it's all a story now because I could do everything without having to think a dime about my ex. At first the rejection was like hell but at last I am enjoying the freedom that comes deep from the inside.
This is my entry for Hive Learners weekly contest for Week thirty three edition one.
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