Depression Is A dangerous Disease

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I am born in My Grand Mother house and happily lived with them. she loved me a lot. she loves me more than their Children. She often said to others with smile on her face while take caring of myself that "Interest is more precious then investment". She made special dishes according to my taste. there is a great pleasant bonding between me and my grand mother.

Personal Life Incident

Life is going so well and lovely due to my grand mother love and care for myself. At the age of 18 years, one day my grand mother feeling not well. she was suffering with fever and also feel pain in her chest. My uncle called the Ambulance services for the emergency take care of her and want to take her to the hospital for her treatment. she called me uncle to get connected with me and tell me the conditions of My grand mother and asked me to come to the hospital. Because at that time I am attending my class in college.

Effect On Me

When I heard this bad news, I loose my senses and control over my bodies. my classmates feel the situation and gave me some Juices' to drink and take care of me. after some time I feel better and share with my friends the health conditions of my grand mother. I am not able to drive the bike at that time. I asked my friend to take me to the hospital. my college was near to the hospital. the distance from college to hospital was almost 1/4 the of actual distance hospital towards to my Grand mother home. when my friend start driving bike towards the hospital I told him to get hurry. because its too late that I got informed about my grand mother health condition. he start raising the speed of bike. soon we reached to the hospital. I reached to Emergency Counter of the hospital and start inquiring about grand mother admission here. Emergency counter staff asked me some identity information of My grand mother .

I shared them all required information. they told me that she reached here few minutes before and got admitted in the hospital. they also share with me her bed number in the emergency ward. I went their at the emergency ward gate , there were a security personnel and start inquiring about my patient details. I told him all required details. he stopped me there and shared to me that she was in critical condition, senior doctor is examining her and no one was allowed to visit emergency in this time. he advised me to relax pray to Allah while sitting on desk placing outside the emergency ward. when I went their towards the sitting desk , I see their my aunts and uncle also their and praying to Allah for the betterment of their mother. I went there and staying with all of them and starting praying for my grand mother.

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After few minutes later three doctors came out of Emergency ward with saddened face towards us. they came to my grand uncle and informed that they do their best to save her but she not survived. she got heart attacked while giving emergency treatment.

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this news act as like a storm for us. to hearing this bad news my aunts start crying. In this situation, I traumatized and loose my control. Doctors noticing me and take me to the bed and start emergency medication. After some time, I feel better and calling my grand mother name loudly, doctors and other family members told me that she was no more. I have to accept the bitter fact that she left this world and dead now. this incident become the reason of my dangerous disease " Depression".

In this period of time Depression made my health very poor. I carrying diseases of stomach and some mental disorder. whenever I remember her love and affection made me more vulnerable and depressed. In this period of Depression one day i decided to leave this cruel world and commit suicide. I went towards Highway and go towards the busy road and suddenly came in front of running car. the car driver sees me doing this act and start braking his car. the car getting slow down sharply and hit me and put me forward. suddenly the driver came out of the car and start inspecting me, there was no major body cut or bone broking. while some small scratches on my body. he picked me up start counselling me. he informed my parents about my act. my parents got worried. they consulting with Islamic psychiatrist and he started my counselling sessions. he also recommends my parents that they arrange my marriage along with my psychiatric treatment sessions.

After few sessions my parents fixed my marriage. psychiatric sessions were going on side by side along with my married life. after two years of my marriage Allah gave me a beautiful son . while fighting with depression I got almost three years of psychiatric therapy sessions. the period of these Islamic psychiatric therapy sessions gave me courage and hope for the life.

Lesson & conclusion

In the end, lesson of my life being is that Depression is a dangerous disease. All of us to have courage and way to fight with depression. Because Depression is the mother of all diseases.

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