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For long periods of time, I have been struggling with low self esteem. I do not like the way I often expresses myself, mostly for my looks, and my body, yes truly, even my own fingers! I often felt incomplete not competent and hidden behind a wide mask of no confidence.
Always struggling to be accepted by people around, I was always seeking for approval and validation from different people that were not looking and are never even thinking of me, I do think with a deeper thought' living your best life should je having loads good things and friends expecting everyone sing well done to me.
On many occasions I would come home and kick out loud with intensive cry about several things that are attached to everything that unveiled out. It was stressful and exhausting claiming and pretending to be strong in most case while your inmost feelings and weakness. However, ot happen that something shifted within my insight. suddenly i realized that I was not alone, and that my worth was not duelling defined by people and external approval and validation
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My renewal point was when I chose begin to put focus on self confidence and acceptance, embracing my errors and flaws, and accepting my strengths. It Hasn't been easy, but it really worth it. I've learned to show lovely gesture and to be kind to my life, to always applaud and acknowledge my achievement and accomplishments, and in silencing my deepest critic's.
So i think henceforth, I would want to buy a pizza to celebrate my perseverance and my strength this season, i know people will help me gather all that is needy to buy it.
To individuals struggling, You are never alone. Your worth is from inside, it's inherent, and I know you are deserving of boldness and love with respect from your own self and others. Never be scared, do not be afraid to show your weaknes, vulnerability. It is where real and genuine strength lies.