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If you're reading this, then it's enough to be grateful for, because I never dreamt you'll live that long, but before I get my hopes high, I hope you ain't reading this on a sick bed!!!
Am sorry I had to start this letter to you on a worrying note filled with so much uncertainty, but the world as thrown so much gabbage and dirty on my path to the point where I literally lost the will to live or make plans for your betterment in the future.
Five years ago before the day i wrote this letter, I was an innocent, jobless, dependent and a penniless young man, who's an undergraduate studying the course of his dream with so much ambition, dreams, but then, life happens(am sure you know what I'm talking about), and despite that I manage to graduate with the hope that if I were able to do things right and secure a good job, then you might one day forget about the struggle and Challenges you went through in the past.
If you've got over it, then I'm sorry for reminding you, and if you've not, then am still sorry for not being able to get over the past, to the point where it stick close to you like it's part of your skin.
I hope you finally got to fall in love once again, get married and have two beautiful daughters and possibly a boy, because these as always been your dream, am sorry I wasn't able to bring this dream to reality before I wrote this letter, I guess the pain of being hurt by your first love, whom you were in a relationship with for six years overwhelmed me till the point where I was always afraid to fall in love again.
Like I said earlier, I didn't make any plan for you, because I've never been able to successfully envisioned myself beyond next year(2023), and I guess that's why most of my earning were spent on my siblings, so that can live the good and rossy life I failed to live, that's probably why I brought that piece of land I'm presently building a duplex on in the name of my kid Brother, well since you're reading this, then he's certainly not aware of it, that mean the building would have been completed and you're living under your own roof, but if you weren't able to read this, then he would have found the document while going through your stuff and realize it was always meant for him from the beginning.
Finally, the lack of will to live and the uncertainty I'm surrounded with lead me into learning different craft and skills, I mean who would believe I was an established fashion designer few years ago, and a well to do event decorator and caterer some years before that, but now I'm into Shoemaking, hopefully I won't leave this Shoemaking profession too in the nearest future, and dive into another one like I've done in the past few years!, I hope I'll come back to my senses and finally settle than with one of this, and stop being a rare jack of all trade who's a master in all!!!
I love you and wish you well, say hi to my beautiful daughters if you were fortunate to read this, and if you weren't, extend my greetings to the host of heaven.
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