Write something...
Anything. Try and press the keys on the keyboard. Dont matter if it doesn't make sense. Just type.
Start with a letter, make it a word, add another word and add another word after that. Keep doing it until it's done. Wordcount don't matter. Story don't matter. Message don't matter. Grammer don't matter.
Just keep typing. Let the fingers dance on the keyboard. Don't bother about the quality. Keep typing let the fingers bleed on the keyboard and let it flow on the screen. The only thing that matter is the that I must post this.
Hey Everyone,
Its inuke. A writer who barely writes. A critic who barely criticizes. A person who is not dead. I am not sure what is wrong with me. This is day2 of staring at the blank screen and nothing good has crossed my mind yet. I thought of writing all the nonsense that has been going through my life. But that's just life and everybody has one. Whether it's interesting or not depends on the person living it. I also thought of a story about a beggar getting into a fight with a person who is equally broke. The idea was interesting but I scrapped it and left it in the recycle bin. Then there is this financial thing that seems to be a mistake as more days pass by.
What do I write about?
Maybe I should try writing about the struggles that I am facing while writing. I mean not the busy schedule or lack of motivation or inspiration. Maybe I should write about what I feel when I am writing. I think that's a good start. It will be like therapy. God knows if I don't get to writing I may soon need one. Ok, let's start. What I feel when I sit in front of laptop with my text editor open and stare at the blank screen.
Nothing?!!
How is that possible? How can I not feel the frustration and anger or the tiredness that's been accumulating inside? This is interesting. I feel nothing.
Perhaps I am done with writing.
No that is not the case, Otherwise, why would I be spending time thinking about stories? Wondering what the situation be like for the character. I am definitely missing something.
Let me try again. Let me try to write something. This time I will focus on the content.
...
Damn it!!! Still feel forced.
Maybe I should take a break.
But I have been on a break.
Maybe I should take a longer break.
But I think 6 months is long enough.
Ok, let's try one more time. Who knows maybe there is something worth sharing after all...
Hey everyone, I am inuke.
Had been out of action for quite some time and this post doesn't guarantee a return. :-)
As you can see I don't have much to offer, for now. But I will be around who knows maybe something will cross my mind while waiting.
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