I'm alive today. Just working as usual. I'm currently delivering through some sunshowers. Yet the weather is deliciously refreshing.
It's been like this for a few days now. A nice little blessing. Yesterday we had a storm that was slowly pushing through. Though I some how managed to avoid it.
The weather has been a blessing for me the last few days. It has counteracted my inner restlessness.
There's an inner pressure building. Slowly pushing me to reevaluate my situation. Though my current job has been good to me. My inner man is screaming for change. Similar to a caterpillar trying to break out of a cocoon. Though my current job has helped me and kept me safe. It's not going to change. I no longer fit. Yet with the b.s. uncertainty and fear being pushed on us as a society. My next step seems dubious. The longer I stay in my cocoon, the more I die spiritually.
Yet I'm blessed. I know I am. I know there's more. I'm not denying the fact. There's just an increasingly strong pull, towards distraction. It's trying to overshadow our world today. Countless people holding key positions. That should have never been allowed to hold those positions. All trying to force their agendas on us. Trying to convince us give up our freedoms to live. Yet the harder they push, the greater the pressure to live gets.
Freedom is a natural condition. It's only really noticed through it's absence. The harder the push to control. The greater the need becomes. Instinctively we know that there's something wrong. We hear them trying to normalize and justify. Yet our spirits are telling us they're wrong. We step outside and nature exemplifies true freedom. Living and letting live. As human beings, we have freedom of choice. I choose to live.
I thank you for taking the time to share with me. Hope you enjoyed my #iamalivechallenge entry hosted by @flaxz and supported by the #iamalive community.
No matter what the outside world pushes on you. I hope you choose to fear not and live.
God Bless.
Feel free to visit my previous #feelgood post My new acquaintance Peppy
@dreamingirwin/my-new-acquaintance-peppy