Holy Nights; Opposing Forces; bleeding tissue paper on paper

I will use this piece as the basis for March.

We are using this book as a guide, and a teacher who has been doing this for 30 years.

I am doing this Rosicrucian Holy Nights Art Project to inform me for the year each month.

I am doing this because I am still deeply grieving life lost and stolen by the Dark Occultists who have turned our world upside down and torn everything asunder and are trying to take us over.

I am fighting for my life right now. Ever since the Lockdowns and all that bullshit I have been disconnected from my self. I am watching everything in my life get torn from me. I am fighting - but it's like screaming in a hurricane.

I am trying to find meaning again, something to live for. I have let so many things go - my body for example - I have lost my stamina and I have not cared enough to do anything about it - until yesterday - I felt inspired to go for a walk and then later to dance in my room by myself. I finally figured out how to hook up some speakers to my computer and play some music to dance to - and that's when I realized that I am dying. I had a car accident in 2019 and then after recovering from that, barely, the next shit happened and I have basically just been sitting around praying for the desire to move.

I feel stuck. I have some tools I will share. Blowing Roses is a tool I got from this book I am using - I have shared the tool with you in case you need this too - but for me I have to include God in these meditations. For some reason all these people who are doing very powerful work with energy - do not have God - or arrogantly consider themselves "co-creators" - so that's what I do - I have God take the Roses - I am laying my burden on God and so far I will say that up to this point, today, December 27th 2022 I have not recognized that I need to lay this burden on God. I have been carrying this darkness inside of me for the past 2 years or maybe my whole life and I have to give it to God and let the Earth recycle the energy, because it is killing me.

I just felt inspired to look up today's entry from Streams In The Desert - which I downloaded from libgen

December 27

His neck was put in irons. (Psalm 105:18) (mind you I am not an old testament believer - to me the old testament is a misunderstanding of who the Creator is. This is where we hominids were interrupted by the Draco - now el-ites - and that's why I don't call on the ang-ELs too much. I am more of an EARTH chick. My preference is for The Creator and The Earth and I don't call in anything from that time when we were made into "humans" for a slave race...but people get a lot out of it and reinterpret it for me - hence this reading..."

The irons of sorrow and loss, the burdens carried as a youth,
and the soul’s struggle against sin all contribute to developing
an iron tenacity and strength of purpose, as well as endurance
and fortitude. And these traits make up the indispensable foun-
dation and framework of noble character.

Never run from suffering, but bear it silently, patiently, and
submissively, with the assurance that it is God’s way of instill-
ing iron into your spiritual life.The world is looking for iron
leaders, iron armies, iron tendons, and muscles of steel. But God
is looking for iron saints, and since there is no way to impart iron
into His people’s moral nature except by letting them suffer, He
allows them to suffer.

Are the best years of your life slipping away while you suffer
enforced monotony? Are you afflicted with opposition, misun-
derstandings, and the scorn of others? Do your afflictions seem
as thick as the undergrowth confronting someone hiking through
a jungle? Then take heart! Your time is not wasted, for God is
simply putting you through His iron regimen.Your iron crown
of suffering precedes your golden crown of glory, and iron is
entering your soul to make it strong and brave. F. B. Meyer
But you will not mind the roughness, nor the steepness
of the way,

Nor the cold, unrested morning, nor the heat of the noonday;
And you will not take a turning to the left or the right,
But go straight ahead, nor tremble at the coming of the night,
For the road leads home.

It definitely helps to read this because this is the hardest time I have ever gone through. I don't think I have cried about this Genocide yet.

Last night was all about Pisces... I think the process is working.

I also want to add that ART IS NATURAL MEDICINE AND A WAY HUMANS CONNECT TO GOD which is why dark occult overlords have made it into a monetary competition thing because they don't want us to have access to our POWER>

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