This is the first time I wrote a blog based on my experience.
__Here we go.............. I've been through bullying before when I was a kid and now the spotted topic of _marites/backbiters in our town. My life is very exciting to have them around me. _
My mom died last January 26, 2018 I call it a night mare. So any way I don't have mother to protect me just only my dad but he is also the one who push me. He judge me and blame for his life in short I felt sad, lonely and pain.
_But I am striving to be happy every day even my days is very hard and difficult. _
I thought before if you love them they love you back but I was wrong. You must love yourself before you love others because you love them the way you love yourself and when they leave you it's not painful. I thought that loving yourself is selfish but it clearer that you need your own companies than fake people.
But despite those bad things happened to me thank god because he doesn't abandon me. He bless me more and use some people to help me in my rough days. 
Right now I am still motivating myself and I am happy to share this to anyone who also experience bullying and discrimination. Don't worry it's not the end of your life darling time comes everything will change if you keep going. Their opinions can't determine your worth you are love and worthy you deserve better than them. Someday you stand up and shine among those people who doubt you don't give up .
Start changing yourself and don't be scared losing people who truly love you will stay and accept of who you are. Thing will get better if you stop doubting your self and changing your mind set into positive. Don't mind what people say just focus on your goals just let god handle them.
I hope you enjoy reading my blog even I am not good writer as you are. Before I end I would like to thanks to those people who invite me here sir @chris and ma'am @antonette