Hewow~
So, yeah, this is my first post in this community! I find this community very interesting, so I gave a shot to post an art of mine~
I am just basing my art on what I was feeling at the time of creating this.
So here we go!
I have these tendencies that I feel like falling into pieces. I feel like I am shattered but at the same time empty. I cannot grasp how I really feel. I do not feel whole and excited every day even if everything in my life is sailing smoothly. Yeah, faking is the key.
But I think I need this, yes. I sometimes blame myself because back then, I got too attached and then everything went cold.
It feels like cutting my bone. Ugh, this sounds like too morbid. I cannot help but feel sad - sometimes.
I choose to stay in whatever is left inside of me, because these are the things that I only know (?)
Highest, lowest, spiraling emotions. No one ever shattered me as you do. I admit that even if you hurt me, you are my best mistake.
These are just the thoughts that were running in my head when I was making this art~
Cringe time.
Making the outline of the character
It is just a simple outline, I did not draw the face anymore because it will not be needed in this art. The subject is like looking back. I am more comfortable of a male character this time. I choose a gray -ish background color. This will compliment the colors later.
Fill it with black
This is the part when my brain starts to get creative. Err, kind of creepy for me. I do not like the eyes, but yeah, for the sake of the art I will do it anyway. I just fill in the character with the color black. For the eyes, I drew two big circles and use the "add" for the glow.
Add the lines and background details!
I choose the color red to make the art intense. Yeah, red symbolizes a great emotion. I use a pre-made brush to create the spots like clouds on the background. The lines are from the downloaded items from the Clip Studio Assets. Yay, we are getting there.
Final art~!
Adding the lightning effect! I think this is the highlight of this art. The brush is downloaded again from Clip Studio asset. I feel like this art is ranging emotions. Hmm, I might come up with a character from this art, what do ya think?~
Ugh, I really suck at explaining!
Software: Clip Studio Paint
If you want to try this software, they are offering a free trial version on their website.
That is it for this article. I will see you at the next one!
📸 All photos are owned and taken by me, otherwise credited. ©️jijisaurart