When I was younger time is such an eternity, maybe because I am still able and is preoccupied in so many things like playing, watching cartoons, and of course schooling. I told myself then that I can't wait to grow up to get no limitations anymore from my parents, and that I can wear jeans, go to paid parties and such.
But now that I am grown old due to my disabilities time for me now flies so fast. I just spend the day in and out being on my bed and combating my disabilities, trying to sleep, and getting stress-out because of my mouth, my body's pains, weakness, stiffness of my joints. Then there is blogging where I am already burned-out but still going because I needed to earn.
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It is just good that I had gotten the like to blog about my life otherwise I will not be doing it anymore but I am just forced to do it because of my health circumstances and that I could not get any support elsewhere but only here at steem community and I cherish that and grateful because of all that support.
Anyway my life is just boring I can say, the days are much all the same for me, being unable to do other things in my life now is just impossible so if you can just imagine it is painful to realize that but it is here and it is happening in my life. But I have to be much braver than what I am doing right now because I need to otherwise I will just sink and get defeated by the horrors of the realities in my life now.
I just hope that I can be able to take myself out from these things that troubles me with the blessings and the will of God and cryptos as my tool and steemians at my back so that I can live the rest of my life in a much better wellness even though I will be a dialysis patient (maybe) for the rest of my life it doesn't matter for as long as my worries and pains will get diminished and to that I will be much thankful if that happens.