She shouted out of frustration, I shouldn't stress myself about this anymore. How could something like that happen when everyone was there?
I should have let it go when I felt the need to but now it's all wrong. Yes, it has all gone wrong.
How can this be sorted out?
I don't know what to do now.
No, wait!
I saw her, I saw when she took those things, she tried covering it up but I had already seen it before she could do any other thing.
Let's take this, for instance, The rescue piglet was screaming, trying to outrun the German Shepard chasing her through the yard.
Well, she thinks that this is how it goes but she is wrong.
However, I know that I have tried my best to make this right, I have done all I know that I can do but it all still seems to be the same.
Let's just walk through the aisle, we should because I love the aura that comes with it.
I understand that sometimes we feel we can sort things out ourselves.
I was warned severally, I was told to learn from my experiences but I was ignorant, I just wouldn't listen.
I don't like men.
They are all the same, so far that I have tried to make myself believe otherwise, it hasn't been successful. You give your all, sacrifice things that are dear to you with the hope that you would be understood and loved the way you expect and deserve, unfortunately, it never happens.
At times I wonder if I'm just caused or if it's just trauma from previous bad experiences.
I should focus more on myself now.
Now I understand what life has always tried to show me.
Everything in this life has its importance even that which we think is useless.
I have to take a walk through the park to calm myself.
There was no way I could calm myself when I was still in that environment, I just needed to breathe in fresh, I finally got the chance to feel and breathe in the fresh air.
The red balloon floating in the pool reminded me of childhood.
I now wish I could turn back time to the good old days when our mothers will sing a lullaby for us to sleep because I am completely stressed out now.
Adulthood isn't an easy thing.
Life isn't balanced but it is up to us humans to balance it for ourselves
We always wish to be there when we are here and when we are here, we wish to be there, imagine that.
Ps: I couldn't write this freewrite during the weekend because I experienced power issues in my area. I love the prompts and wanted to challenge myself to write too.
It's better late than never hehe.
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