I hope everyone is fine, I used to live in a village in 2017, I lived in Gujarat and Kanpur for some time in my childhood but in 2012 I used to live in the village only, there was not so much freedom in our village, everyone could do anything and a boundary was made there for both the boy and the girl, then the boys were okay but the girls were not allowed to go out of the house without any work, those people get a little freedom after marriage, my boundaries were also not that big, I should explore much, still I tried a lot to explore, I got beaten badly by my father because I went to go out, Now it feels good to think about those days, then after passing 10th I went to Delhi in 2017, that place was very different for me because I had left the village after 5 years.
Where I lived, I used to make a lot of fun because I spoke Bhojpuri language, everyone there spoke Hindi, I lived in a society there, I felt that I would be able to match the people's level, I found those people very attractive too but I had my old school thinking, I lived in Delhi NCR for 3 years, I lived there first time but I came to know that people also cheat, people also take benefit from each other, yes or all this, it was happening for my first time, good I think everyone is good but I was wrong. The world is not as I thought. It is quite different. There came a time when I became like those people or things which I did not feel. When I returned in the lockdown in 2020, then I came to know how much I had changed. Do I understand? Am I right or wrong because the people there were not like that. Those people have become quite different. Selfish type. Thinking about myself, doing what I want does not matter to anyone. Most of all, just do this after all. What benefit will it do to me in that, shy person. I used to feel that the people who were like that, they did it to me like their own. It was, for 1.5 years when I was in the village I slowly started to understand things, what was right and what was wrong, then I started to change my work, then I came to know that someone is benefiting because of you, you are very good, blessed, consider yourself to be very blessed, who is benefiting because of you, yes, definitely help people like them who are selfish type. Without the crown I'm the king, I have nothing to lose.
Disclaimer: This post is originally written in Hindi and I have used Google Translator to tranlate the Hindi text in English.