I had thought that was all I needed,
A piece of you no one knew existed,
Something I can hold unto because of how precious it is,
Something powerful yet insignificant to others,
Something only I know of its true potential,
And... and I foolishly thought that was all I needed.
But the tears won't just stop falling,
The pain seems never to end with it scorpion like snake sting,
I kept looking back and hoping,
Just with a little glimmer of hope that you'd see I needed more,
Not just one per cent but all of you,
But I knew how unrealistic my will be.
I know I should have stopped on this track,
But I couldn't stop letting my mind run wild thinking,
Maybe if I could just get the tiniest piece of it,
Or if I had gotten a decimal point of it,
Maybe things would have been a bit bearable now.
But it wasn't bearable because it was a temptation bigger than me
It coldness torments me to the limit I never knew I had,
And the limit I can no longer surpass,
I tried to look back again, to forget...
To relive life again with only the nitty gritty part of it.
But my step flattens with every move,
And my heart releases the toxin that wreck my soul.
My shoulder slump in sadness and my once chattering tongue...
My tongue now lies, still like a mighty lump of a mountain.
It gets too hard to breathe,
My lungs get clamped down, unable to breathe like a fish,
I know I am lost, too far long in this unrequited love for you,
Despite my pains and the dagger that twist around deep in my heart,
I still hope that one day, if I survive life,
That I get more than a piece of You.
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Still yours truly,
Balikis.
Thanks for reading and listening.
Peace be unto those who crave it and more to those who chase it away.