The alarm bells ring
In my troubled mind
Will I be here tomorrow
Or will a bullet find
The side of my head
And leave me dead
At my own doing?
Did I make the right choice?
Where is my voice?
I face many derisions.
Would I rather be alone
Or buried in stone
Than live with my own
Wretched decisions?
My past
My future
Nothing is certain
My memories
My visions
All are distorted
A lens
Warped
Wicked
Possibly just innocent
And confused
But still placed over my eyes
And leading me to wonder
What did I do?
What can I do?
What is wrong with me?
What is wrong with everyone?
I don't know what drives me
What makes me keep on
Why will I still be here tomorrow
When I wish for an end
I can't even rhyme well
I live in a personal hell
Forged by my own uncertainty.
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Thanks for reading! This is a response to the prompt "Uncertainty" created by @martinlazizi in the Blockchain Poets Community. If you enjoyed it or love to write your own poetry, go check them out!
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