With ease
I find our flow,
as strangers.
the beauty of our connection
ebbs and grows,
as time slows to still,
I feel the world, slip away
let our journey begin!
I have trust issues, with my background in relationships, that is to be expected. So what to do, if someone special comes along.
You need to get to know them before you let them in, to take things slowly and see where your energy really flows.
unapologetically
Then there are my insecurities, will they really like me, for me.
I don't wear any mask, I paint no layers on me, what you see is what you get, unapologetically so. And yet, behind the tough exterior I worry whether I will be enough.
We like to think that there is someone for everyone, perhaps there is, or perhaps it's a fake Hollywood Fantasy.
As the electricity courses through my body,
I let go,
I surrender
and lose myself,
in depths,
that call to me
and send me
wild.
I would not know where to begin or even how to approach another relationship. My life is so full already. My days, so very busy.
The things that go through my head, as I ponder the possibility of allowing someone in. Of letting down my guard.
I hesitate, it's too much to think of, there is just no time.
Held,
within
this space,
that softens, my many scars,
I feel,
a force that shakes me, to my very core,
screaming at me,
to explore.
When you least expect it, that is what I hear most people say.
There is a stirring within me, a part of me, I had buried, but now, now it rises again. We are such complex beings. The many roles we play and fill. How it all changes over time. To look back, from where I have come from, to where I stand now.
Inner reflections.
Doors closing and other ones opening.
I step over,
this line was meant to be broken,
and with it,
I sink into true being.
