
I don't give up without trying everything
I always want life to surprise me, like the little papers that fall on my head in the cotillions of an event, a party, an anniversary, as in this image. To find the partner, to add to it so that it grows, knowing that it will grow with me, is wonderful.
One of our rights is to say to ourselves, "I have no right to resign without having tried everything". The question is: am I the all?
Nothing and no one should take away my right to keep trying for it, I never give up on myself "I don't know if I am All", what I do know is that since blowing (love) in my ear I have become a power cubed version of myself.
In this sense, as I have the power to play with my ego, I try as much as possible to change my mind, I choose my path over the (vortex) decisions of my energy that if it is good are perpetuated in time. For example, in relationships, it is often the case that "it is always easier to love others than to love ourselves... and this attitude is ironic".
That said, I give myself permission to be sad, but my faith remains unshaken
This week with about 3 days to Christmas has been very busy, I am at the top of the bad socio-economic news in my environment, in relation to my country, with a social security pension of $8 a month after a lifetime of work I am still trying to stay on my feet, discovering the wonder of every sunrise. I wish for my feet to take root like roots in the earth, to dance in joy and firmly support the brokenness.
And then the subject of bad energies comes to the fore. Just as there is light, there is darkness, and there is a competition between them, and it is my free will that allows one of the two to have more weight in my life... and I decide which one!
I am a very strong woman, but many times I wish to have a shoulder to lean on in sadness, in adversity, an embrace to support me, and a kiss that moves me with love and that every night allows me to strengthen my dreams, to release insomnia that this kind of news generates to rest my body, mind, and spirit, to erase my anguish and support my imagination.
And of course, may my eyes always have the veil of truth, may they see beauty everywhere... harmony in discomfort and recognize that without darkness there is no light. Today I wish with all my being that this day the winter solstice brings me as a gift the resolution to be happy and that every ray of the sunshine reminds me that the universe illuminates my life with its light.
My words and thoughts are the co-creators of my energy, of the intention, positive or negative, of my environment (it only depends on me). I am the one who senses when things are not flowing in the right direction. And the right thing for me is to recognize it and generate -from my inner self, the change. Without starting with "it's someone else's fault" or "I'm unlucky".

I love to use TWO key tools (questions) to overcome myself when I allow myself to be sad:
What else is possible to improve this situation, and what do I have to learn from this SO bad thing happening to me today?
What would "my other self" do in my place? When I feel attacked or wronged
Being right and being a perfectionist is a complete hindrance. Now, without giving up anything, I am flexible, I make way for flow, tranquility, and best of all, empathy to foster better relationships.
Leaving behind my rigidity, control and always wanting to be right, I found my best version after having worked on my Flexibility. A challenge that, without a doubt, is worth it.
After that, I always remember to bless and be grateful for what I have, nor to sigh for what I lack I allow myself, with the certainty that everything is given to me. I always think that everything will work out for me because I DESERVE IT!!!!

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