Ustala sam kasno. Dan je brzo prolazio. Pala je noć. Shvatila sam da moram izaći napolje, istrčati se. Prijatelji su me pitali začudjeno - zar po mraku? Hladno je!
? Za mene je potreba iznad mraka i hladnoće. Ako imate volju, ništa nije teško. Obula sam se i krenula.
I got up late. The day passed quickly. Night fell. I realized that I had to go outside, run. My friends asked me in amazement - after dark? It's cold!
? For me, need is above darkness and cold. If you have the will, nothing is difficult. I put on my shoes and started.
Išla sam brzim hodom stazom pored gradskog parka. Bilo je više svetla. Razmišljala sam koliko ljudi ne vole da budu izbačeni iz svoje zone komfora. Komfor je lenjost. Hedonizam donekle ima smisla ali ako je to obrazac po kome žive onda nema prilike da se u njihovom životu dešava magija. Sigurnost je osećaj da je sve pod kontrolom. Nije. Strah od promena ubija prirodu života. Źivot jeste stalba promena. Postoji hiljadu prilika koje ćemo propustiti jer smo zamrznuti u komforu.
Misli mi je za trenutak prekinula jedna divna maca.
I was walking briskly along the path next to the city park. There was more light. I was thinking how much people don't like to be pushed out of their comfort zone. Comfort is laziness. Hedonism makes some sense, but if that's the pattern they live by, then there's no chance for magic to happen in their lives. Security is the feeling that everything is under control. It's not. Fear of change kills the nature of life. Life is a constant of changes. There are a thousand opportunities we will miss because we are frozen in comfort.
My thoughts were interrupted for a moment by a wonderful kitty.
Umiljavala se oko mojih nogu. Bezuspešno je htela da se popne na mene. Pomazila sam je i rekla joj da idem dalje. Spustila se pored mojih nogu, napravila dva, tri kruga oko mene i otišla. Razumele smo se.
Nastavila sam.
She caressed herself around my legs. She tried to climb on top of me to no avail. I caressed her and told her to go on. She landed next to my feet, made two, three circles around me and left. We understood each other.
I continued.
Prolazila sam pored picerije koja se nalazila na bregu. Izgledala je bajkovito, okićena sijalicama koje su podsećale na Novu godinu koja dolazi. Zamirisala je pica ali nastavila sam. Stepenice su vodile još neko vreme osvetljene.
I was passing by a pizzeria on the hill. It looked like a fairy tale, decorated with light bulbs that reminded of the coming New Year. It smelled like pizza but I continued. The stairs were still lit for a while.
Kako sam se penjala sve više, bivalo je sve mračnije. Trčećim korakom sam nastavila put do vidikovca.
As I climbed higher and higher, it got darker and darker. I continued my way to the viewpoint with a running step.
Ostalo mi je još nekih 50 metara do vrha a onda sam ugledala još jednu mačku. Ali ova maca uopšte nije obraćala pažnju na mene. 😆
I still had about 50 meters to the top and then I saw another cat. But this kitty paid no attention to me at all. 😆
Verovatno je ugledala nekog miša! 😉
Stigla sam! Okrenula sam se i ugledala divan prizor. Grad koji je svetlucao pod mojim nogama. Kao more koje svetluca u mraku. Samo što se nisu čuli talasi nego vetar. Ja jednostavno volim izazove. Jednostavno rečeno, svi moramo ponekad da imamo takve momente. Da budemo sami sa sobom. Daleko od gužve, od komfora. Tako najbolje upoznajemo sebe.
She probably saw a mouse! 😉
I arrived! I turned around and saw a wonderful sight. The city that glittered under my feet. Like a sea that sparkles in the dark. Only the wind was heard instead of the waves. I just love a challenge. Simply put, we all have to have those moments sometimes. To be alone with ourselves. Far from the crowd, from comfort. That's how we get to know ourselves best.
Osećaj slobode. Setila sam se kako mi je drugarica jednom rekla:
- blago tebi, imaš slibodu da ideš kad hoćeš. ??? Pitala sam je zašto ni ne možeš? Rekla je da joj budući muž ograničava izlaske. Bila sam u šoku. Meni ovo zvuči poražavajuće i tužno.
Odgovorila sam joj: - slobodu nema samo onaj ko pristane na to.
A sense of freedom. I remembered how my friend once told me:
- bless you, you are free to go whenever you want. ??? I asked her why you can't? She said that her future husband restricts her going out. I was in shock. This sounds devastating and sad to me.
I answered her: - only the one who agrees to it does not have freedom. ✊
Takva veza nije ljubav. Ljubav nije uzimanje i kontrola drugoga. To nije dokaz da vas neko voli govoreći da ste mu na taj način posvećeni. To je čista manipulacija. Ljudi koriste razne reči u ime ljubavi. Naprotiv, ljubav je puštanje, davanje. Budite slobodni, budite svoji, izadjite iz komfora.
Pile mora razbiti ljusku jajeta da bi izašlo! 🐣
That kind of relationship is not love. Love is not taking and controlling another. It is not proof that someone loves you by saying that you are committed to them in that way. It is pure manipulation. People use different words in the name of love. On the contrary, love is letting go, giving. Be free, be yourself, get out of comfort.
The chicken has to break the egg shell to get out! 🐣
Pozdrav svim hrabrim Hajverima koji tragaju i onima koji će to tek postati! 👋
Greetings to all the brave Hiver seekers and those who are about to become one! 👋
Pozdrav od Anke vragolanke.
Greetings from Anka vregolana!