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Whenever I did anything I've been consistent and poured everything into just that one thing, in order to become a perfectionist you'll either go crazy or exhaust yourself in the half way.
I thought I'd write this peace of blog while I'll be on my way to home from work to tell what it's like doing 9 to 5 in your early twenties but how I ended up here?
How I ended up doing 9 to 5
It all started 4 years ago when I stepped into crypto after ditching 9 to 5 that time and started focusing full time on crypto
Had a lot of opportunities, fumbled generational wealth
But after 4 years I've realised that it's not what will take me to promised land. I've dreams and the fear of not accomplishing those dreams is something that made me swallow this hard spill and now it's been over 6 months doing 9 to 5.
Want to Quit It Everyday
Whenever I'm coming back to home from work what I feel like is broken body, tiredlessly working 10 hours is something that's not easy
I work without any breaks, no lunch just the breakfast I do at home before leaving for work.
So while coming back I'm like just bring me my resignation letter and I'll quit it right now but then those bills and all responsibilities keeps me awake at night.
I'll accomplish what I want to
After spending 4 years in crypto I've lost more than I've saved in real life, it was barely helping me with end meets
But now working 9 to 5 is kinda taking me somewhere cause I'm putting all that into savings and just meeting end bills and stuff from crypto.
Whenever I return exhausted from work it just motivates me to work on my goals exactly why I'm writing this while I'm on my way to home straight from work.
Cause I know the value of time, I have to make my own extra hour from the day and my "why" accomplish those goals is strong enough to not give up doesn't matter what the situation is.
I'll have to find my way out
Don't want to stay like this forever so it's just going to be some years of working consistently do two jobs at the same time, focus on the side hustle and just move close to the dream goal.
Everyone wants to exit at some point and it takes them year, retiring at 40s isn't something I'm looking at.
I'm far too away from that but it shouldn't be more than 5 years from now and I can't exactly tell what will be crypto future in 5 year so I won't stuck here forever, I'll make what I can and provide my family, help achieve my dream.
That's the endgame and I'm honest about it from the very beginning.
Wrapping Up...
I really wish to witness a run like 2021 cause it brought me a lot closer to some goals and then I just threw it all away with that bear market but that was my first year and beginning
Now I've been working so my risk tolerance is a lot better than it was back then. Hopefully everyday and weeks of work I've been doing will be worth it at some point.