That night, I sat pensive in the corner of the room. A short message from Rossi, my beloved Merry's friend, has made me ponder over a thousand languages. My eyes seemed unable to hold back the tears that wanted to drop. I admit there is nothing wrong with men also wanting to cry over the disappointment that has hit. I looked at the ceiling of the room with a gloomy face with no enthusiasm. Rossi, sent me a short message to my cellphone number explaining that my beloved Merry had been dualizing me with another man since before I started out with Merry. I couldn't believe it, but my heart didn't seem to want to lie, that I was disappointed. At that time I poured my heart out with Rossi, my dear friend Merry. I asked again the short message he sent whether it was true and in fact it really happened.
"Tell the truth Ros, is it true what you say is true that Merry doubles me". My text to Rosssi.
“I'm right Mas, I'm talking about the fact that happened, Frey. That your beloved Merry, whom you love, has made you two ". Rossi SMS reply to me.
Rossi's answer made me want to know myself and what really happened. Indeed, my relationship with Merry always has problems. In the end, Merry once asked to end the relationship with me, but soon he apologized to me for being selfish and didn't want to end the relationship with me. Finally Merry and I got back together. Honestly, I really love him, his voice is soft, his cute face is still pictured in my brain. However, I still imagined what Rossi had said earlier, whether Merry had really dualed me with another man. Really have the heart if it is true that Merry doubles me, it means that he has played with my trust in him. Oh my God, this scenario shouldn't happen. I don't want this to actually happen. Not long after, I received a short message from Merry to my cellphone.
"Wow, I'm at the hospital again. My neneku suddenly has a bad pain. Sorry, I just replied to your SMS. Merry SMS me.
At that time there was a sense of disgust in my heart that I didn't want to reply to a short message from Merry because I still remembered Rossi's words earlier. Merry finally sent me another text message.
"Wow, how come I didn't reply". Merry SMS me.
Then I texted Merry in short language.
"Yes, it's okay". My short text to him
"What's wrong with you, how short is so short, you're angry". Merry's reply
"Oh no, I'm fine". My reply to Merry.
"But why are you so short like this the reply, okay then. I'm sorry if I replied for a long time. But please don't like this ". Merry SMS reply to me.
However, I also ignored the SMS from him. I continued to confide in Rossi about how Merry's day at school. Because the long-distance made my relationship with Merry a long distance and I couldn't completely get close to him. Unexpectedly, Rossi told me, it turned out that the man whom Rossi had mentioned that Merry had two me with another man turned out to be a friend of Merry's school. I'm getting more and more curious.
Once I said to Rossi, I wanted to cry, but why am I crying. However, my days with her, beautiful memories with her, her soft voice, her who always filled the void in my heart when I first met, made me even more desperate to throw away all the memories with her just like that. I still remember when he sent me a sweet message, when I was in Bandung. At that time I just finished the workshop and he sent me a sweet message.
"Wow, I don't want to break up with you. I love you, don't leave me. You're the best for me". Text him to me.
I think I'm very happy. I can have a woman like this in my life. I never imagined she'd sent me such a sweet message that made me feel so happy and special that day. A word that made me believe that he was really honest with me. However, the arrival of Rossi's short message at that time seemed to slowly throw away my feelings of love for Merry. I'm getting less strong and want to reveal what Merry really did to me.
"Is it true that Merry doubles me, is Rossi just a lie to want to destroy my relationship with Merry". I thought at that time.
I closed the sadness and I ended my confession to Rossi. I also began to enter the world of my dreams because that night was late at night. I did not send the words "Have a Nice Dream Unyuk" and call him every day which I always do to Merry before going to bed. Because the disappointment that still engulfs me inside.
"Wow, good morning. I'm the last Try Out today. Pray for me yes Unyuk. Don't forget to eat. I don't bring my cell. I Love you ”.
Merry's SMS that morning still makes me lazy to reply. I still can't get rid of this disappointment in him. I'm getting more confused and don't know what to do to get rid of this disappointment that is still lingering in my heart. After all, the reality is still not proven that Merry double-sided me. However, the feeling of disappointment was so strong and it really did explain my conscience that Merry really did double me up. My conscience is so strong. I always fantasized "if I could see him here without him I could monitor what he was doing there" but it really makes me depressed and makes me feel strange. Ah, I better not think about it, but there is something more important that I have to deal with, namely the problem of high school graduation, namely UAN which is almost a month coming.
The afternoon came innocently at that time. I put my cellphone on the table in my room, then I left for a moment for lunch. The sky changed color, with dense clouds covering the sun and the atmosphere became silent when rainwater fell heavily soaking all corners of the city. I took my cellphone and it turned out that there was 1 sms It was from Merry. Then I opened the message
"Honey, I've come. What are you doing? " Merry SMS
But I still don't want to reply to a message from Merry. I was getting more and more depressed at this situation and the more I wanted to reveal what really happened. Finally I got up the courage to send a message to Merry in order to provide an explanation of what Rossi had said, which said Merry was two-fold.
"I want you to be honest with me, you don't have to lie. Do you have any other man besides me there. Honest. I beg you, you are honest. Text me to Merry
However, Merry did not reply. 30 minutes later he replied to my SMS that I sent to him earlier.
"What do you mean, why did you send this text to me. You don't believe me. " Merry SMS me.
"I already know everything about you there. I beg you not to lie and please be honest with me. Reply me.
"Oh, now you are. I know for sure you were told by Rossi. You don't have to lie. I already know that you were told by Rossi. Rossi really doesn't like it when I go out with you, apparently he talks about me. Merry replied.
“You don't have to hide it, I don't like it when it's like this. Just break up with me. I'm iklash. I hope you are happy with the man you like. " Text me to Merry.
Ragaku is getting limp helplessly. All that I wanted to say, I said to Merry. Feeling relieved, it's not enough for me to unravel the scenario that Merry has been making for me. My disappointment grew higher when Merry told me the truth. He really doubles me.
"Okay, I'm honest. Yes, I am dating Sangga. I admit I was wrong. But I don't accept it if Rossi says that to you. I beg you, I don't want to end this relationship with you. Merry SMS me.
I'm more and more disappointed, I don't want to text Merry back. In the end, Merry sent me another SMS.
"Nyuk, please answer. I've confided in my mother. And my mother agrees if I choose you Nyuk, I'm sorry. I choose you nyuk ". Merry SMS me.
I also replied to the SMS.
"Just forget our good memories first. My gift to you is a key chain and all the memories when we were together. Forget all that, please forget about me ”. Reply my SMS to Merry.
"Okay, if that's what you want. Okay I'll forget all that. Just so you know, I'll try to get you again. I'm serious. Remember that". Merry SMS me
It was Merry's SMS for the last time. Sadness, disappointment mixed into one. But I still think of Merry and still remember the flashback of happy memories with him. Joking together, Telefonan until late at night, singing him a song before he sleeps, those memories make me still remember the traces of him. However, this feeling of disappointment could not hold me back. Everything is a drama not honesty in the storyline of my love with Merry. Do not want me to tremble in this love that was originally full of honesty, finally ended up with a love that is full of lies. Merry and I finally separated.
1 year passed, finally I saw Merry happy. But not happy with myself but with another man who used to be part of the scenario for my love path with Merry. Whatever it is, I'm still happy because Merry, the woman I used to love, is now happy again. I can only hope that my love story with Merry can be the most important part of Merry's life.