I won’t consider the state or the moment I am in currently a win state, but this state is very tough. This is the state where I have to think twice before making any financial decision, I have to make sure that whatever I am spending money on is worth it and won’t ruin my life in the next week. This feeling hurts because currently, this feeling is what I remember the most from my past experience and my current state but suddenly can’t remember the winning feeling I felt when I was winning. Whenever I am winning and everything seems to go right, I start getting scared because I can’t seem to forget the losing stages and I get worried because I never want to be in that state anymore.
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It’s a very sad bad feeling to have, dwelling on your failures more than on your wins, when you are losing, you think you will never get out of it, when you get out of your losing state, you fear getting back to it. So what does one do? This is why it’s advisable to do things that make you happy if you are this type of person. Take yourself shopping, buy yourself nice things, give yourself a wonderful experience to remind yourself the feeling of winning and letting it engulf you. Even when you are losing, you can easily remember what it felt like to win by having a souvenir that represented your winning state. It could be getting yourself a wristwatch, or a bracelet, no matter what state you are in, whenever you wear them, you will remind yourself the winning feeling.