Well, today is the last day of this month and with this another month comes to an end. After this, just 2 months remain for this entire year which is something that is quite a fact to be thought about because it feels that it has passed quite rapidly base and still it only seems to be the start of the year or at least not as much like 10 months have passed for the year but regardless of all of that, they have been a lot of things that are happened for me in a lot of other aspects as well in my life. If you break it down every month then in this particular article I will be talking about the last 30 days or the last month for sure.
It has been a very crucial 30 days for me as there have been a lot of important things that happened as well as also happened to be so much important that might have a really big impact on my future life as well and that is why I feel a bit scared as well and the things that are going to happen in the future or at least very shortly is going to be decided by the things I did in this month and there have been a lot of things that I do not feel great about that happened in this month.
Firstly I started to think that I needed to make myself stable by looking for opportunities wherever I could getting myself involved and outputting effort so that I can get towards that stability by stability I mean in financial terms because everything is responsible for me and the things that I need it to be taken care of about my life I dependent on me and there is why I need to look for certain ways so that I can make it stable aspect but there have been a lot of challenges that I face in the last few months for sure which has made me in this state which I am right now.
In October, I tried a lot of things for the first time in the hope that I would be able to get a grab of something which will be helping me in terms of moving ahead and also giving me that particular sense of stability in some sense or manner but that hasn't materialized that much which is something that is a very big negative in this month along with the fact that this month was very important for me because I don't have much Runway left ahead of me as I need to make things right very quickly as it is going to be a challenging next month for me.
Real-life challenges I was not able to devote much time towards content creation on InLeo and on the HIVE blockchain at an overall level because of the particular aspects that I need to take care of I have not been able to balance all of the things that the same time, but the thing that makes me feel even worse is that I haven't achieved anything in those particular things as well and other same time I also couldn't manage to make sure that I have some time so that I can be regular in content creation as well.
I wasn't able to be consistent in any aspect of my life at this month's end that is something I feel very bad about because I haven't made progress in any of the fields that I was involved in and at the same time I couldn't have got the opportunity to be creating content the same time as well which has to be a negative aspect that I have carried in the entire month for sure which is something that would never want to have an as well and on the same time I would have also loved to have some success in the things I tried out in the entire month.
I believe that October has broken make white a lot and there are a lot of negative for sure that are involved in this particular month I feel that I should be making up a lot in the next month for sure but but a personal level I also feel the fact that there is not going to be and opportunities as well as the basic fact that time is running out for me as something that I am mostly worried about and it feels like a very good time to give up.
However, Jasmine has finished and there has been not much progress, to say the least, but hoping for the best that thanks me to have a different look in the upcoming 30 days and I will have a different story to tell at the end of November but chances are slim for that but surely we there to dream and that is something I would love to achieve as well.
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