I actually slept off on a chat with my Fiancée and woke up to urinate very early in the morning. it's a Saturday morning and was resting from the stress of the week. although I'm meant to be in Abuja that morning but i decided to rest well before starting my long journey.
I sat on the WC just to urinate and noticed urine was flowing effortlessly with no stress. this is unusual I said to my self but I still wasn't fully awake and the realisation is yet to kick in.
while I was rinsing my face with water, i unconsciously saw myself in the mirror. something is obviously wrong. did I develop such a long curly hair suddenly? I know I used to have a good mammary gland as a man but how do I explain this sudden gynecomastia. I was forced to look down and I noticed nothing was pointing out of my boxer.
my eyes became clear. I screamed out loud... I was really terrified.
My scream called my mum's attention. she was in the kitchen cooking. she rushed in and saw me. confused? I think it's more than that for her.
there was a long silence initially, then her countenance changed. she seems calm now. I think she has reached a conclusion in her mind. are you Segun's new girlfriend? She asked. I paused initially then I decided to play along. yes ma, I said with some smile.
I thought he said goodbye to you before leaving for Abuja as planned I was just too tired to see him off that's why I'm still here I quickly added. I will take my leave now I said. ok.. she answered. But why did you scream she asked. Oh... I slipped and nearly fell. Good to meet you ma I added. She closed the door and left. I quickly picked a few important things and left the compound with a lot of thoughts on my mind. what's going on with me, I used to be a man but I look like a woman now. thank God my plan was to relocate to Abuja. that was my saving grace. well, I'll start a new life in my new gender and I'll explore it maximally in the next 1 year before coming back.
I'm in a new city now. no one knows me from my past and life is easier. I'm still confused but really looking forward to trying out this new gender of mine.
I first had a change of some clothes then had to change my trousers as well to accommodate my wide pelvis and now I have to use bras all thanks to my beautiful, soft set of breasts.
hahaha, I'm loving my new figure 8!! I started working on how to dress well as a woman, how to talk and interact with people. believe me, I have a very sexy tiny voice.
I love makeup on women so I started working on doing makeup on myself as well as polishing my nails.
Saloon? yes. I have to visit the saloon now to braid my beautiful long hair. I've always loved braids on ladies as a guy and I'm going to try these out.
it's now very beautiful on me as I can see through the mirror but this headache is out of this world I can't even sleep well. it's so painful but I think I will get used to it with time.
As if that was not enough, it's just one month into my new role and I started having abdominal cramps. I thought I was going to develop diarrhea because of the beans i ate the day before. I took some painkillers which really helped me. i was dozing off before I noticed my bed was wet and something different is happening in my vagina. I shone my light, alas, blood everywhere. I was confused initially but realised it is my monthly flow. what do I do now I ask myself. I quickly used some tissue paper to help with the flow before rushing out to the supermarket to get some sanitary pads.
As I was walking down the street in a hurry, i noticed all eyes were on me. I thought i was stained and was conscious of my self. They were actually observing my masculine gait. I had to relax and walk elegantly as expected all thanks to a lady ahead of me who I was mimicking.
It's been 3 months now and I have settled fully into my new role.
I'm a woman now and I'm very used to it. I've started talking to Susan my neighbour. she knows me as Sharon. we started going out together and I decided to follow her to a friend's birthday party. I'm still very shy at my new role but it's still better because I have to be approached by guys unlike my previous gender.
I got talking with James. I like him and we exchange contacts. I think I'm becoming more emotional unlike before I fell in love easily with him. he's a good guy, he spends on me and I like the feeling of being catered for remember I'm a woman and I should be cared for but this role comes with a lot of insults. imagine while trying to get a job, they want to be paying me less compared to my male counterparts. is it a crime to be a woman?. as if that was not enough, every guy making advances at me wants to date me all because they want to sleep with me!! is my gender equivalent to sex or is being a woman an offence in our Society??
I've now moved in with James because I like him a lot. I just can't help the feeling and emotion I have for him. I've been wondering how the sex will feel like though. Being penetrated must be great.
Oh my God!!, this feels good. women are enjoying I said to myself. I think intimacy was made for them and men are just a mere tool for it. but then James want more and he introduced me to his family including his pregnant aunt Janet. I actually started imagining how I will look like if I am pregnant from the moment i saw aunt Janet.
I'm married!! yeah... I'm excited to be a Mrs.
It's just one month into the role but it is becoming burdensome it is like I am his mother and his wife at the same time.
I have to do the dishes, prepare his meal, get him ready for work and still take care of the house. laundry?, yes.... I do it all most times. He helps sometimes but I don't feel like it is enough. in fact I have to help him plan some things related to his business and manage his finances in some cases. it is my duty and I have to do it as a woman and a wife.
It is my 11th month as a woman and I am five weeks late from my last menstrual period. Yes you guessed right... I am now pregnant but wait this feeling is very horrible. I don't feel like eating anything, I am very weak and tired. always tired and nauseated.
Is this how it will continue I ask myself then I got a call from his aunt Janet. I think she is in labour. I went to meet her at the hospital. while we were talking, I could feel that she is in so much pain. she looked at me and said Sharon, this pain is unbearable. it is 10 to 20 times my normal menstrual cramps. it's like I am going to die.
This got me thinking. After this pregnancy comes this horrible child birth experience. I'll have to breastfeed the child and my beautiful breast will become flabby. Thereafter, I'll have to cater for the child till he/she is fully grown and probably have more children. No, I can't do this.
that was it for me I'm done being a woman I can't do this no more. I want to go back to my real gender. I think I'm contended with being a guy. who will help me? Will you??
This is purely fictional
Thank you for reading.