Hi! For today's engagement I wil share to you guys my crushing journey.
I was on my 10th grade year 2018 when I had my first crush he's not that typical boy of all but has a charisma and sense of humor. He love to play jokes and walk around with my cousin they're buddies. One this cousin of mine visit us with him at our house and that was our first meet, well the impression was not good 'cause he do smoke and like doesn't care on people around. So I don't mind her at first and just entertaining this cousin of mine but girl, I can't deny the fact that he got my interest. So I get a glance of him from time to time while talking to my cousin, and the moment he smile- gosh my heartbeat beat so fast and I feel like I'm going to faint.
They say that when you look at the person you've crush the things around you will get slow motion, but on me its opposite it seems like the time gone so fast, but because I'm known as a lesbian in our area so I didn't make it obvious 'cause it's seems like embarrassing even though it's normal to get attracted. But I'm hooping that I can see him again some other time.
Until then we've exchange cellphone numbers and became text mate. From get to know each other then to courting stage down to being in a relationship. We're happy on that set up, he go to my school every afternoon and walk me to home. In 1 year relationship we've shared rants, secrets and plans. However, our relationship was not legal in both sides knowing that I have a strict father, only few of our friends know.
The relationship we have got complicated when I study in a city,we had so much immaturities that lead to break ups and come backs maybe normal for a teens. However until such time our communication got back and now we're in Mutual understanding and dating stage😁.
Relationships might not go as what you foresee or plan, but as what elders say "if that person is meant for you, no matter what happen it's yours".