I can imagine her anguish, because the economic problem is one of the causes that surpasses the will to live. Having to pay thousands of dollars to get healthy again and not having them. Recently, I lost a friend with whom I maintained a friendship of more than 20 years, she overcame cancer twice, but the third time it came back and took her life. I didn't want to ask her family for details, but I can't stop thinking about what those last days were like for her, whether she was conscious or not, how much pain she must have felt, who was with her in her process and then said her final goodbye. I don't know how it happened, I only know that she left the same day she was going to be operated, it seemed that the panorama was complicated, but that she was close to reach another goal, to continue with life in spite of everything.

The agony before leaving scares me a lot, I also think of my mother who suffered from Alzheimer's for 8 years. The hard thing about this disease is that we become totally dependent, with 24/7 care, all year round, not being able to fend for oneself is really very difficult.

So it happens to me with my pets, I have had many, but when they reach old age they suffer a lot before leaving, and of course, I suffer with them. Remembering how they have gone still hurts me a lot, now I have a little dog that is very cheerful and playful, but when I see her I can't help thinking when she is old, if she will get sick and suffer as much as the others that have already gone. For now I enjoy her witticisms, she is healthy, but I know that day will come.