The big day and the white dress, is every girl's dream! Every girl in this world is waiting for her big day. From her early age, the girl is prepared and trained for her big day, and she, in turn, is waiting impatiently for it. I was not very different from the rest of the girls. I dreamed of my big day and my white dress as well, but the difference was in my white dress. The white dress I dreamed of differed from the white dress that my friends dreamed of. They were dreaming of a white bride dress and a knight on his horse. As for me, my white dress was the doctor's apron!
The one thing I will never regret in my life is studying in medical school.
I have always been a person who loves to help others with the simplest things, and no one has a better profession than a doctor to do so. To help others in their pain and sickness is the complete satisfaction of my purposes.
My father always encouraged me to do this, and I was motivated more by the fact that my older brother and role model is also a doctor.
How can I regret it while I cann't forget my happiness on the day the results of the secondary school exam were released, with a total of 235.7/240. It was the first time I saw tears in my father's eyes, tears of joy! His daughter will become a doctor!
I certainly do not forget my first day in medical school, my brother took me and started introducing me to the departments of the college and explained in detail what I needed, laboratories, lecture hall, microscope room and so on. He was my partner in all my moments and my guide always.
I knew from the first moment that I bear a great responsibility, and that it is a long and irreversible road.
How can I regret when I made real friends in medical school, Adele was the first person I met and the beautiful thing is that we are still friends after 5 years even though Adele has transferred to another university since the second year.
How will I regret and the medical school gave me a lot of people's love and respect just because I know that I study in it, I admit that people look at you different once they know that you are a doctor, they know that you mortgaged yourself to save the lives of others. I knew that medicine would give me a lot, appreciation, knowledge and social status, but I didn't know it would take a lot from me either!
In the second year, my visual ability began to decline, perhaps because of the long study hours, looking at papers and the computer for hours, and sometimes poor lighting conditions because of the power outage, as you know, the war in Syria continues! I had to wear glasses and it was sad for me because I'm not used to them.
I knew here that my sacrifices in medical school began, as I always had to choose between my grades and my friends’ meetings, between my studies and family events, between my diligence, my lectures, recreational trips, and friends’ outings. I admit that I missed a lot of fun to study a few more pages. I was ignoring my desire for entertainment so as not to miss a line in my studies I know I will need one day to help someone in pain or on their deathbed.
In the fourth year, I started working in the hospital, in addition to the lectures in the college, the pressure became greater and the time was shorter, which means more study and effort, less time for family and friends, but I do not regret every second I spent for a noble goal.
When I look at it that I lost a part of my visual ability and caused stress to my eyes and body, I missed important moments and laughed with friends to help someone else, ending myself for someone I don't know, is it worth it?
All my questions vanished when we took a morning tour of the patients' rooms, inspecting them, examining them and adjusting their medications, helping them with their questions, relieving their anxiety and making sure that their conditions were stable. Their looks at us and their prayers were enough to heal every fatigue and hesitation that was in my heart.
In the fifth year a few months ago, I began to suffer from back pain, well I am 20 years old but I suffer from back pain! In fact, the long hours of sitting during studies were twice as long as my desk time. I was crying and could not sit down or get out of bed, I spent two months lying in bed absent from my lectures, I admit that for a moment I felt that it was not worth why would I destroy my health for the sake of the health of others? But when my recovery was at the hands of another doctor who helped me and prescribed my medications and relieved my feelings of sadness and restored hope to me, I knew that what I offer people is something more than just prescribing medicine and performing surgery is a great feeling and a new hope in life, as this doctor did to me, I was fully aware of the patient's view of the doctor and the extent of the hope he attached to him to restore his health. I realized that when I tried to be the patient who awaits the magical ability of the doctor to heal him. I realized that What I am doing is worth more and more. I do not regret my study of medicine despite all the difficulties and sadness that accompanied this long path. I do not regret everything it took from me because I know that what it has added to me and what I can offer to others through it is the meaning of my life and the best thing in it, is my destiny. Which days took me to.
The only thing I do not regret in my life, and if the days come back to me, I will always choose it without any modification is medical school.
My last weekend in medical school I spent getting ready for my graduation day..the project, the clothes and a lot of stress.
Today was the end of this path, or I should say, the real beginning of this path. Today was the discussion of my graduation project, my last day in medical school, a college that took my youth and gave me wisdom and knowledge and eliminated every atom of selfishness in me.
Today is my big day too. In medicine, you will have two big days, the first when you enter and the second when you graduate. This day will remain one of the most important and happiest days of my life despite the tension and fear for the last moment. The joy of hearing your result from the committee and praising your project, erasing all tension, planting great pride and satisfaction instead.
I know that I worked hard and gave a lot and I am ready to give more until the last day of my life in exchange for a smile on a sore lips, a prayer from a mother, and a look from a child who sees in you his role model and approaches your ear to tell you that he wants to become like you one day
It was a long and beautiful journey filled with tears and laughter, sadness and joy, broken and uplifted, pain and healing and thousands of memories that will remain engraved in my heart forever, I will not regret in my life this decision, I will not regret in my life that I became a doctor