Since I was a little girl I have felt rejected my older brothers always rejected me for being the smallest of the females, they did not like to play with me, I remember that at home there was a big tree in the yard there was the play house of my older brothers as I was small I could not climb I could only hear from below as they were having fun they rejected me because according to them my mother punished them if something happened to me.
So I grew up playing alone and this had a negative impact on my life because little by little I was isolating myself always alone for everyone during my adolescence and youth it was hard for me to relate with people to make work groups in high school was a problem for me when the teacher said to form groups that was an emotional burden.
This also affected my way of communicating with people in college, at work, with my family, I would like to say that it affected me in a positive way, but it did not. However, with the years and maturity I decided to grow emotionally and turn around the rejection that marked my life. I could not carry the guilt, the same rejection that before affected me in a negative way now made me value myself and understand that I am not to blame and show that I could get ahead alone.
This is my participation in the Weekend-Engagement topics: WEEK 194 proposed by @galenkp, happy weekend to everyone we don't have to think alike just respect the thoughts of others
@nill2021
Photos of my property taken with my Blu61 cell phone.