In the next twelve months I want to...
When I read the topic, I pondered for a while. To be honest, I'm not typical of person who always plan anything in my life. I'm typical of person who live like a river, flow. I do my duty and never plan.
Since I child, my mom always planned everything for my goodness. You know, like... Mom always chosen what should I wore, what I have to eat, What I have to do, where I have to school, what kinda job that I have to do in the future ( even though about job, finally I can force it and not do what she want to be.) I trust her, and I used to, and I follow her. So I have no plan to my live for so long. I just let it flow.
But, special for this post, I think about what I want in the twelve months later.
In the next twelve months I want to...
Recently, I think about study abroad and want to live abroad. I see it will make me far from my home, family, and friends. But I really think about, I have to moving out to somewhere that I don't know. Even though I am an introvert, I can't talked to stranger, I can't walked in crowded place alone, but I want to challenge my self to stay abroad alone, far for home, family, and friends.
I dream about save place with less bad person and I still imagine that there's a country like that.
I have took my dream country in my pocket and hope in the twelve months later I already stay there. Even though just for traveling, tough. A country which's have 4 seasons.
Honestly, I have no many big progress for reach that dream. I just work for earn more money cause I see that to reach that dream I have to earning more. To be honest, I still don't know what I have to do abroad if I stay there for a long time. I think my passion of writing can't pay the home rent. But let me thinking about that later.
For several time, I thought about, Can I stay abroad? Of course that country have different culture and have different seasons. Can I? But, after traveling to Turkey in winter last month, I think I can handle my self. Moreover, I'm not the only tropic people who want to stay in a country with 4 seasons and they were settle in! So I optimistic that also me.
In other that, I'm kinda have a little mission to change the mindset of peoples that thought about women. There's a annoying culture in my country that a girl-a women should not smarter that a man, a women should not have high achievement than a man. I always think that all are bullshit. You are just insecure and so slow, or lazy one but don't prevent other people's happiness. I'm kinda want to prove that I am, a women, a single one, can make my own decision without anything pressure. So yeah, I have an ambition and passion to changed other mindset about a what women have to do become what women want to be. And I want to be independent with my own way. Blessed!
Ssstt... I'm not telling my mom yet cause if I said that I want, she will forcing me to not do that! But I see my mom will support me tough.
Thank's for reading what I want to in the twelve month later.
Vivie Hardika
I have so many imagination in my head. Something that I can't achieve as human and as a girl. So writing very challenging. Since in Junior High School, I written whatever I want to write. Without skill, I just write what I want to read. Now I have 10th published novels and all of that are romance.
Yeah, I proudly say that I am an mulititalent author!