Hello everyone, happy weekend to you all, how are you doing today, how did the week go for you? I wish you all a beautiful weekend and a better new week...
You fool
I am this kind of person that gives or lend with my heart, I give or lend with low expectations of receiving, reason is because anything can happen at any time, it could be that after I borrowed you money to settle what ever you wanted to settle, you will not then have money again for the next few months, and it will be so stupid and embarrassing to come and be asking for my money in the public, because one way or the other, I'll get tired of asking for my money in private and third party might be involved...
I will not like such a thing or occurrence, (that experience will teach me never to borrow again) and because I don't like it, and will not want it to happen to me, it will not be fair to let it happen to someone else...
There was a time I was broke, I had no cash at hand, And as at then, I just had about 40 HBD which was equivalent to 20 thousand naira in my currency. And then my elder brother asked me to borrow him some money that he was going to pay me back very soon, I thought of it over and over again, my heart didn't agree with the very soon pay back...
Causes I had no cash left on me, bank account is 0.00, so I asked him how much he needed, he didn't answer me rather he replied with a question, how much do I have as my hbd? I replied and told him I had just 40 HBD left, and then shockingly, the only $40 I had was what he was asking for, he said he needed it urgently....
I refused to give him the money that day though I was not at home that day, as soon as I got back home the next day and he set his eyes on me, that was what he asked for, I sluggishly replied him, telling him I'll send it later, he really bugged me, giving me silly reasons why he needed the money, I tarried before he looked for a way to convince me, it didn't work on me, but I just pitied him and have him the money...
He used his mouth to say he was going to add about $10 when he wants to refund me, I agreed, we had the agreement not to let a third party be part of the discussion, I'm walk about my parents, because if they know, it's quit a trouble for me...
But unfortunately, he didn't pay me as we discussed, I was now (Brooklyn) more broke than before, I was now choked, the most painful part was that heard he was to use that money to pay an important debt but didn't do that but spend the money in his ways, it was the person that he wanted to pay that came to me and said my brother said I would do transfer for her, I shocked and so I just said I have sent the money to my brother and she said okay...
Now behind me, this woman went to tell my mom about everything, when my mom came to challenge me, I could fell the vibration of her anger channeled to me, I felt disappointed, I felt like a fool for giving my brother that money. One of the reasons my mom was angry I gave him was that not quite long, my mom asked me for some money and I didn't give her, I said I didn't have money, I was really really disappointed in my brother for making me look like a fool for helping him, before he could pay that money, the whole world had heard one way or the other, it made me feel like I will never lend any money to him again, but he is my brother, I can't control the love I have for him, the love I have for him controls me...
Help to your capacity, do your best and leave the rest so that you won't be broke and be left out...
Have a nice weekend, Zara loves you...